Imagine yourself in a completely white room, with no way of telling time. The walls are about arm's length apart. You are dressed completely in white clothes. There is no visible way to get into, or exit the room. You stand there, helpless, turning around over and over hoping that there's some sort of exit out of this hell. There isn't. You estimate that the ceiling is about 7 feet from the ground. You stare at the walls as seconds, minutes, hours pass. You realize that you can no longer tell that the walls are square. Everything is white. You start hallucinating. You feel the hunger slowly passing over you as your legs begin to give out. At the passing moments before you drift off to the seemingly impossible darkness that your closed eyes can only show you, you hear them. the voices. they're coming back. you tell yourself everything will be okay as you try to reassure yourself to prevent the incident from happening again. was that the reason you're here? i guess youll never know. you feel the wall on your back as you realize you can't even lay down all the way. you start thinking about your life and your accomplishments. no one will ever understand how you feel. nothing matters as you slowly close your eyes and realize that there is no hope for you and that everything you have done within your lifetime has slowly whittled away into nothing. the people youve affected, the people youve helped, the people youve built friendship with. they all mean nothing now. as you slowly close your eyes and drift away, the loneliness growing more and more as the moment of farewell surrounds you, you let the voices take over. you laugh. laughter turns to sadness. sadness turns to sobbing. sobbing turns to depression. depression turns to suicidal thoughts. you feel angry. why are you here. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. let me go. but no one answers. no one ever will. youre stuck in your own thoughts, struggling to even make sense of the world. what do you even look like? did you even have a life outside of this room? nothing makes sense anymore. you open your eyes and can no longer see. you try to move, but your body is locked. youve gone blind. you can hear voices, but you cant make out what theyre saying. as you struggle to ask them for help, you realize you cant even speak. your voice box forcefully ripped from your body as you yell, scream for help. you cant even feel the ground. your body slowly loses more and more control over the situation as you start to realize that the voices arent even real. your mind can no longer process time. how long has it been since youve felt the touch of another human, seen another human, heard the voice of one, eat food made from another human let alone talk to another human. you cant even tell when your eyes are closed. the voices slowly envelop you. they get louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. please stop. why wont they stop. why wont they stop. why wont they stop. why wont they stop. why wont they stop. i need help. i need help. i need help. i need help. i need help. i need help. i need help. i need help. i need help. i need help. i need help. please help me. please help me. please help me. please help me. please help me. please help me. please help me. please help me. please help me.