https://www.horoscope.com/zodiac-signs/pisces my sign

conditions i have or am dealing with
https://www.webmd.com/a-to-z-guides/what-is-a-frozen-shoulder
https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2022/08/13/tinnitus-ringing-in-ears-research/10318052002/
ADHD - high functioning autism - high anxiety - tinitus
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comment wise please when leaving one provide some simple information
why your looking to friend me, were you found me, simple stuff
i get random requests alot

sidenote, i may be slow on accepting requests

gender: netural cat ~ voice? no ty
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trimmed down my info box for now as i feel the information i listed can be researched via the links
plus im updating it as its been awhile

an little history on myself
ive always been the helpful type
online always tried to help those in need if i saw the chance
but the past few years due to reasons i cannot control ive begun too less
ive helped developers and publishers ~ mainly indie preference those in need
ive worked alongside great groups like the sadly passed giveaway group cgiveaways as staff and host
ive worked with others in Guardians of Greenlight against bad greenlight games
with there following group sentinels of the store till the time came when i retired mostly
as well as digital homicides group when it was in its prime

in real life ive done volunteer work over my lifetime, ive helped neighbors and family
those i saw in need of help to this day i still help a few locally
including a veteran neighbor who has problems walking and falls at times
another sadly i use to help who was another veteran passed months after my father

but sadly these days you see less gratitude and less respect for the selfless help you try to give
the world in my eyes has become a more depressing place

always follow one of the best mottos in the world ~ PAY IT FOWARD~
help others as others have helped you

thank you to those who know and respect me and treat me kindly
those who truly know me and have known me for a long time
i know im too kind for my own good ive been told before

ive always been asked how i am
various questions
when the simplest was always lacked
im just a shadow of my former self
who i was is not who i am anymore
im nothing but a shadow of who i was
the words ive always lacked but finally came too
my old name shadow now fits me perfectly
or maybe it has longer then ive known.....