heyyy just commenting here cus i totally can haha >:D

Gonna be unemployed in like 25 days

Expecting comfort from anyone other than yourself might be too much.

It really is important that you improve how fast you recover from breakdowns. Suffer alone, and when enough time passes, get back up and act like nothing happened. That's not strength if you ask me, that's just my way of not escalating my own internal problems and get other people involved

Somehow, everybody I interact with in my life will always have the ability to find way to ruin my day and disappoint me. Crazy thing is, it will be wrong for me to react poorly to them. I will be the villain if I react anything less than positive and a smile. See why video games are much better than people?

Compromising on a personal trauma is really hard dude. 'Difficult' would be an understatement