https://youtu.be/GhgKLZqmw8M

I will fill it as a diary (a public web diary?) dunno

1-16-2022

today i had a gender dysphoria, one in the world.. while listening to emos songs for parking lots i think i had a passing memory of my head. they're people. one marked me, she was about marking the world with ----?. I'm still a very fragile young, a hot one :P when i discover the face of my memory i call you to meet (you maybe weird...you for sure)

***milestone to remind me to train blender** -"welcome" said the wizard of the milestone

hmmm ++another milestone to remind to study for my college++ (who would have thought that someone would fail the discipline of art history? nor my pessimisms)

4-??-2022

one day I saw kites crossing the sky. there were several of them. the paper stars that kissed my heart never left it, i remember to this day in 2022-5-20
the key to my heart for whoever wants to catch the kites
also, Grapefruit by Yoko Ono itss sooo deliciousss yummy

6-8-2022

night that communicates through silences. almost. waiting for the results of the vacancies in the disciplines of my university.... I'm here internet to save a virtual kiss!!!: https://youtu.be/f8cHxydDb7o
kisses whises dupes yupis mupis..... movies?
i miss something

6-25-2022

woah woah woah what is that?!? look over there Saturday with the university professor. a special day for my sensitivity particles. why? I explain with inscriptions.
my art teachers exposed their poetics today. one caught my attention (actually this one had more vertices), and wow, how to explain the memory? -it was about maritime traffic, colonial traffic, in which memory and dream transcend past and future in the veil of eternal waters.- she recorded a movie with an analog camera, I felt inside it. dear reader, you don't know, but I live on an island!!and also..... i'm latin american!! chic, hm? anyway, i like to tell you something green, a true, i promese: to the subjects of a colony, has the maritime inscription. a brand memory: where I came from. the movie was in Angola. why I feel like I've already seen that place? How do I explain transcendental memory?
I relearned a secret
i lov hug my teatcher
she is soo shy
that she doesn't know how to hug
what i think is cute about it
is to be able to disturb her



~~~BONUS LINES~~~
My art history teatcher has obsessions with newspapers
my other teacher said i almost got what her job meant
(the secret is:espiritual,interior ,almost atomic truth, a human being post human)

"frase of the day: paganism wins"


6-27-2022

****a milestone for cyber sorcerers, internal mystery, virtualization over continental****
https://youtu.be/RA1jzwwcXpw



hey kid: 10-15-22
i find this https://youtu.be/KNW7FJwWq9M
just saving
this will probably be the last anecdote. is the most inspired about a place of conflict

in a few weeks the university comes back from recess, and i am inside a field of doubts, strange feelings, phobias.

also in constant hope

this hope whispers in my ear a brief place. I learned that he will come in due time.

meanwhile the creatures of my mind suffocate me

but this flame in my stomach that doesn't go out helps me. That's why I still do my chores.

when peace comes we don't notice. because it is rare and ephemeral. it moves through the peripheral field of the eyes, in the phantom seeing machines

the mouth threatens to open
the eyes hide

I will walk in a crooked direction, but I will find myself again.
beginnings always bring news

now it's time to see teen titans haaaa
the classic

thanks for reading this far. I love you and my goodbye will miss you



extra (you know me): today I am especially mourning. I found out that a friend I never had, died. a person who i never said hi, but always had this desire...
this end of the chat is a small tribute to this great friend who never became a friend because hello was never said.

don't forget to always speak up when you can.
the voice can give birth and it always has its unique moment of being

seeee yaaa
and bye Chiara, see you soon and i promise to say hi and we'll laugh about it