no empathy
<3   Kunitachi, Tokyo, Japan
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I swear to God I want to just slit my wrists and end this bull$hit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull $hit
And squeeze until the bed's completely red
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuсkin' buddha head
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Why am I so nauseous, I don't get it, what's the deal?
I can only see my hands, my vision's ♥♥♥♥♥♥, is this for real?
You're the only person living that I trust to guide me home
Is this blood inside my skin? Am I decaying to the bone?

Do what you have to, do what you need
I'll be right beside you like you were for me
I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm trying to be
Who you really need now, I'm trying to be
You gave me your heart now, it's easy to see
You needed a castle somewhere to sleep
I'm not like your ex, I don't expect you to leave, but
Go if you find somebody better than me

You needed a castle, you needed a friend
You wanted a sword, you needed things to protect
You act like you're happy when you're really depressed
I get why you do that, we all like to pretend

Do what you have to, do what you need
I'll be right beside you like you were for me
I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm trying to be
Who you really need now, I'm trying to be
You gave me your heart now, it's easy to see
You needed a castle somewhere to sleep
I'm not like your ex, I don't expect you to leave, but
Go if you find somebody better than me
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no empathy 19 Oct @ 8:33pm 
Ай, как я могу держать себя в руках, когда пальцы от холода синие?
Не хочу чувствовать ничего, пытаюсь убить душу всеми силами
Это — вечная зима, в моей жизни одни только минусы
Я ни разу не чувствовал себя здоровым, во мне развиваются вирусы
В голове развивается паранойя, летят белые вороны крупным градом
Я не хочу верить всем твоим словам, они слишком похожи на правду
Чувствую холод когда ты далеко, обморожение когда ты рядом
Не вижу смысла карабкаться вверх, сорвусь в один миг — закон ямы
no empathy 19 Oct @ 8:33pm 
Сложно излучать тепло, когда ты абсолютный ноль
Я смог себя полюбить, но это никогда не сравнится с тобой
Я говорю в пустоту, хорошо, что не с пустотой
Я хочу не остаться холодным, но надеюсь остаться собой
no empathy 6 Oct @ 10:39pm 
Remember your face like it was here
I'm getting used to all of the tears
And I'm getting used to forever without you here
And I don't know how I'll smile again
Ask if I'm good, I gotta pretend
I'm holdin' on to three words I should've said
So long, baby, did you know you saved me?
Silver line faded, but you know I'll keep waiting

'Cause when I think of us, I always seem to smile
'Cause I was happy for a while, I was happy for a while, yeah
And sometimes, love will leave you even when it's right
But I was happy for a while, and I don't know how I'll smile again
no empathy 6 Oct @ 10:36pm 
This pain runnin' deep it's inside my mind
I shed tears I feel like I'm out of time
I smoke good, I ♥♥♥♥ good, I look good right
I'm ugly, I'm ugly deep down inside
no empathy 6 Oct @ 10:34pm 
Up late with a blunt in my hand
Thinking back, things were different in the past
Used to scrape change, couldn't meet the demand
Now things changed, I need cash in advance
Want a bike just to ride by the sand
Every night, I just die in a trance
Come alive when I rise to the flash
Shut the blinds then the light disbands

Things change then they keep on changing
Life's great but it's still so painful
Life's pain but I'm still so grateful
Isolate myself from everybody hateful
no empathy 6 Oct @ 10:33pm 
And Lord, tell me why
I'm still alive, just let me die
I'm on my own, just getting by
I'm all alone, ain't nothing right
And Lord, tell me how
I'm so damn uninviting
And you're so unenticing
Let me down every time