Keep yourself dressed with a cheerful and sincere smile! I'am too tired to reflect sadness and despair on my face. I don't like too feel my inner emotions, but prefer to show kindness and optimism as my primary mask. Secondary is mirror-of-society.

I had only one arrow in my disposal, and i will NOT take it back, no matter what happens. Now i can only wait, but memories sometimes eat me alive. I mean, at any free moment i just go back in January 2024 in my mind. That was really good time! Wonderful and... Welp, February AND March, just some days. Important days that keep eating me inside for rest of my i-hope-very-short life! "There is no cure for love that kills", - Scorpions, To Be With You In Heaven.

Some people just too worthy for me, priceless and in next life i wanna to see all of you again. Because this year, can turn me into real corpse. I can fix my wounds, but i won't fix it. I always prefer to do what I want , not what I "need" to do. Welp, I could guess that that strategy now turned me into living corpse :D
All as it should be :)

P.S.: я жду отчёта о том, что кто-то пройдёт Hollow Knight. Как-никак, сделки есть сделки, и свою часть я выполнил, так что кое-кто у меня в долгу! :D
P.P.S.: Время не лечит. Нахождения в коллективах - тоже. Приходится лишь надевать очередную маску и подыгрывать окружающим.

Always remember: i have me and my dear friend, and he uses golden strings to control me.