I know it hasn't been a year but I'm so sad without you. I wish you were here man. I love you so much and just wish I could talk to you about stuff. Why are you gone Scott, I know this world is ♥♥♥♥ but we could have made it together, I know we could have

I do have some bad news though, Romino has gone bankrupt recently and with that, the servers to Awesomenauts went down yesterday. I don't know if they'll ever come back up and it hurts me deeply as I felt like Awesomenauts was my last connection with you, but maybe you're giving me a sign, a sign that all good things have to come to an end. I often think about what you're up to and if you ever check up on your friends. I wish I could talk to you about all these things, but I'll have to wait until we meet up again. I'll always hold you close to my heart, I love you buddy, rest easy

Hi Scott, I was right on time this year! Oh man, so many things have happened this year. I know that I say that every year but it's just so much that I wish you could have seen. It's been a little rough these last few months, I really wish that you could have been here to talk about life with. How have things been where you are? I'm sure that you'd reply with something witty like you always do. Oh, the new Konosuba season is in the works and they even made a spin off anime for Megumin's story! I know you would have loved that so much, it would have been fun to watch it with you.

hi scott!! i forgot to write my yearly steam post but i did write you that letter and hope u saw it! has it really been 1111 days? damn. well, i'm in therapy again and i'm on meds, so i'm trying my best to get better. i've been trying to truly "get" that getting help =/= weakness, and i wish you believed that too. but in happier(???) news, i got a body pillow LOL i know you would've blocked me ironically. but u know, gotta revel in the degeneracy. be happy where you can, yanno? (sometimes u just gotta go into debt for anime girls/boys. bam happiness) i almost dropped out of college, but i just, i'm so close i gotta finish!! i might be taking fake classes at the dub (aka just attending classes there w/o being enrolled), cuz u know, for chaos? idk what my passions are and i feel like i'm just constantly detached, but i want to feel as happy and vivid as i did when we were together. now ik this is when u would push me away for bein sentimental HAHAAH but its ok. i love u always <3

I know you would have gotten a kick out of where it is, but I don't know if I want to stay there my whole life, I've been thinking of the military again, so maybe I'll do that. I've also been working out everyday with you in my memories, that drives me to try. Well, there wasn't much else this year, so I hope wherever you are, you see this. Love you Scott and take care, I'll visit you soon

Hi Scott, sorry I was a little late this year, I've been busy with alot of things, some bad but mostly good things! Oh man, you would have loved this year, we got so many good games and so many good anime. Konosuba is still my top anime of all time, I was able to get the English voice actor of Aqua to sign a poster of mine and even say a little message for you, I hope you were able to see it. I would have gotten one from Megumin if she was there as well. There's a new season and movie coming out soon too! There's also been a ton of cool fighting games coming out this year as well. I got promoted at my job, it's alot of fun!