I am 35 this year, I have been through so much in this short amount of time that I find myself thinking back lately to my younger years when things were less complicated and less stressful. I miss those times, I miss feeling like I had everything figured out. I miss knowing that everything was alright. I miss not worrying about the next bad thing that is coming to ruin my life. I miss feeling like everything was going to be ok. I haven't felt ok, in a very long time, and I'm tired of pretending that everything is fine.

Thanks for playing video games with me. Thanks for watching my videos on youtube. Thank you for laughing at my silly jokes. Thank you for playing on my DayZ server. Thank you for your kind words. If you ever laughed at me, made fun of me, joked at my expense well, thank you for picking me as your quality form of entertainment and thank you for being a real person.

Thank you for everything, all of you.

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my daddy

Happy, New year! I hope you a great year