being aware of your consciousness, and being in a consciously aware state of being, to be aware of your (mind) in a consistent like manner. to consistently be aware in a conscious manner.
to continuously stay in a conscious state of awareness. to be aware of how others talk/treat you. to be aware of the system(s) of life consciously, to not partake in systems of life consciously. being self in an awareness state of consciousness. being of self in a conscious state of awareness.

why did i say the same thing over again? consistency is how you stay within a conscious state of awareness, being a being in a complete aware state of consciousness takes consistency. to fall out of a state of conscious awareness is beyond easier than it is to stay in such a state.

once you start to perceive life while in a state of conscious awareness, the more you learn, the faster you learn, the more you see, the more you feel, the more you understand, the more you perceive, the better you become, the better you become the better the state of conscious awareness becomes. it just keeps stacking like building blocks.

you might be currently in a box of awareness, the more you build that box of awareness up by staying consciously aware, the bigger said box becomes, it builds into a shed, to a house, to a large building, to eventually a skyscraper. (analogy)

the more you focus on self, the more you see how others dislike and hate that, the more they reveal their true intentions and colors. you'd then realize some have a their own intentive will pushed upon you, you'll learn that they themselves wish you was as they desire. and those are the people you shouldn't associate yourself with, but you still can if you desire. for the more you grow the more they show. the more they show the more you know (of their ridiculous belief system) of their (intentions) of their (will)