I miss you so so much, I remember all the nights we used to spend gaming and all the long nights until the sun came up typing to each other goofing off. So much has happened in my life and so much has changed and i'm so sad that you're not here now to experience it with me.

When we meet again on the other side we'll have so much to talk about and im sure you'll have tons of new friends to introduce me to just like you did here. I'll never forget you and every single moment we had, you'll always live on in my memory and the memories of all your friends who loved you, you smiling charming beautiful thing.

These tears I cry mean you touched my heart more than I can ever put into words... I love you, I always will.

May your body rest in peace, our souls will meet again, my lovely-dearest Drax, and when we do, these will be tears will be one of endless joy. I could keep going and going...... but i'll save it for when I see you. Love you so much.

I always see you in my friends list every time I scroll it, and it always makes me think about the great and hilarious times we spent together. Still love and miss you, brother. <3

I'm still somewhat upset i never got the chance to know you on more than a cursory basis, and i think about it a lot. Honestly you're the reason i try and give everyone i care about a little more time with me. You can only say "eh, not right now" so many times.

Eventually you miss your chance if you do it too often. Another old friend was lost recently, kankuro. Hope you're both having fun wherever you are these days.

I will forever treasure my memories of you Drax. I had always intended to come see you once I finally came around to taking that trip to the states. I was so lucky to have you in my life and I wish I had reached out and checked on you more than I did.

I'm sure your experience of life was full of love and friends, you were the kind of guy that attracted that. You made others feel valued and connected. I'll catch up with you later on the other side; pinky promises xox

Feels surreal that it's already been four long years. Yet here I am still yearning after my handsome rawr dragon.

♥♥♥♥ I'd give anything to still have you around, but these little messages help. I hope they're helping you too, I really do. It doesn't get easier without you but I do try. Good memories we've had have been helping a boatload.

We'll meet again one day, I just know it. I'll always be yours my shining ruby~.. <3

So much about me has changed over the years since you passed away, but I've still never forgotten just how much I treasured you being in my life, Drax. I miss you all of the time, and that is never going to change. I hope you're resting easy, no matter where you may be.