-rep attempting to hide the truth

In my westwess dweams, I see that town…Siwent Hiww. You pwomised me you’d take me thewe again someday. But you nevew did. Weww, I’m awone thewe now, In ouw ‘speciaw pwace’… Waiting fow you... Waiting fow you to come to see me. But you nevew do. And so I wait, wwapped in my cocoon of pain and wonewiness. I know I’ve done a tewwibwe thing to you. Something you’ww nevew fowgive me fow. I wish I couwd change that, but I can’t. I feew so pathetic and ugwy waying hewe, waiting fow you…

Evewy day I stawe up at the cwacks in the ceiwing and aww I can think about is how unfaiw it aww is…The doctow came today. He towd me I couwd go home fow a showt stay. It’s not that I’m getting bettew. It’s just that this may be my wast chance. I think you know what I mean. Even so, I’m gwad to be coming home. I’ve missed you tewwibwy. But I’m afwaid. I’m afwaid you don’t weawwy want me to come home. Whenevew you come see me, I can teww how hawd it is on you…I don’t know if you hate me ow pity me, ow maybe I just disgust you...I’m sowwy about that.

When I fiwst weawned that I was going to die, I just didn’t want to accept it. I was so angwy aww the time and I stwuck out at evewyone I woved the most… Especiawwy you. That’s why I undewstand if you do hate me. But I want you to know this. I’ww awways wove you. Even though ouw wife togethew had to end wike this, I stiww wouwdn’t twade it fow the wowwd. We had some wondewfuw yeaws togethew. Weww, this wettew has gone on too wong, so I’ww say goodbye. I towd the nuwse to give this to you aftew I’m gone. That means that as you wead this, I’m awweady dead. I can’t teww you to wemembew me, but I can’t beaw fow you to fowget me. These wast few yeaws since I became iww… I’m so sowwy fow what I did to you, did to us…You’ve given me so much and I haven’t been abwe to wetuwn a singwe thing. That’s why I want you to wive fow youwsewf now. Do what’s best fow you. You made me happy.

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wow thank you fodo i am now super enlighted