Are you still mad at me? For what it's worth if it is worth anything, I was actually sorry. and I wouldn't have bothered trying to contact you if I wasn't.

I just wish you would actually give me a chance to talk to you so I could apologize.
I know how I was at times and I am sincere when I say I am sorry about that, I truly never meant for us to no longer be friends, and that doesn't go for just you and I.

I will leave it be now though, I am sorry for what things I have done for you to no longer want to be my friend. It was nice knowing you though.