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1/13/25


i'm just gonna get to the point.
charlie, i'm sorry for never apologizing or even saying my final goodbyes to you. point is, i've never really gotten over you, and i was never actually happy unfriending you. in fact, it made things a lot worse for me. i just didn't want to seem miserable and delusional, but why does my reputation matter? i don't care what people think of me at this point anymore. what i said last time in return to your comment was bull-crap. none of it was true. no, i didn't feel any better. life didn't get better for me, and it obviously never was when we were still best friends, but i've always put the blame on you because i was too self-indulged and foolish to blame myself for whatever was happening.

this morning (please don't think i'm creepy! i just happen to have this when i miss people i guess), i had a dream that we were still best friends, and we actually met. it felt like you were really there, and i was able to feel how much you really cared for me. i've always knew that, but this time, it really hit me to realization.

i really miss you, and words can't critically tell you how sad, guilty, and awful i feel for my actions and never truly understanding you and your struggles. you needed a friend like me, and all i did was push you away and leave you on your own. i don't care if you forgive me or not, but i just wanted you to see this one day if you ever will. i couldn't keep this in. i just had to express whatever i had to say because it's really overwhelming to me. it's taking a toll on me and i can't stop thinking about everything now.

i didn't want to send you a friend request because i'm too much of a coward and a shy idiot to send one and send you this message. i don't have the guts to do it after all that i've done, but i just hope you see this in here. this is specifically for you to see. i'm never strong enough to make big decisions like that, so forgive me for being a fricking coward and a wussy.

i'm sorry for giving you trust issues, too. i've given myself that issue around everyone else, too.
call me whatever you want to call me, and bash me out however you want to. you have every reason to speak your mind and say anything about me. i don't care about myself in this situation; i only care about you and telling you how i feel and why i did what i did. i just developed a lot of anger issues, and you weren't even the problem. you didn't even do anything for me to feel angry and resentment against you. honestly, i hated everyone else around me as well, so personally, it wasn't really you.

and i'm really sorry for using your struggles and problems against you. i can't take back the things i've hinted and said, but i can say that i'm sorry now. i really am, and i still love you as my brother. you're still a brother to me, and always will be, even if we part our ways permanently and move on with our lives ahead of us. i want you to live the happiest life possible. please take care of yourself. please treat yourself well.
- โ›„ // ๐–๐„๐‹๐‚๐Ž๐Œ๐„๐ƒ ๐๐˜ ๐‰๐”๐‹๐ˆ๐„ โค // ๐ŸŽ„ -- โ˜…โŒ’ใƒฝ(ยด โฅ `)
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* Sometimes comments will be temporarily off or available.
* I might and PROBABLY not add many people as friends anymore, so please respect that decision of mine.
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โ™ฅ๐€๐›๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐Œ๐žโ™ฅ:
helloo, a warm welcome :))
My Discord is junajuju // I don't add people who I haven't requested to add me.
Lastly, I like dogs. Dogs are the best companions IMO.
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^^Well, that is all I'd like for you to know about me :)) thanks for peeking by!!โ™ฅโ™ฅ
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Comments
Anakin Skywalker 14 Jan @ 2:17am 
wha
i got notified again
dillpickle97 1 Jan @ 1:15am 
Hey! Noticed we're into the same game. Let's team up! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐ŸŽฎ
DJTJ 31 Dec, 2024 @ 3:35am 
+rep they play Baldi's Basics
How better can you get than that?:steamhappy::steamthis:
Anakin Skywalker 6 Dec, 2024 @ 4:16pm 
but for some reason i get notified
Anakin Skywalker 6 Dec, 2024 @ 4:16pm 
im not
jul 6 Dec, 2024 @ 7:17am 
cause ur prolly subscribed to my thread or smth. are u stalking me?!