гит гуд

I know you've had a rough life, but it doesn't have to continue like this. Try this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdyFTVmkSv0

@'twas the grape ez, git gud, absolutely destroyed

You certainly did Robert. You can win in a video game. But please talk to someone who loves you. Let them know about your feelings. Tell them someone told me I might be dealing with "Supremacy Complex". Believe me, the sooner you accept it and start working on it, the less you will harm your loved ones and you'll start feeling at peace.

@'twas the grape demolished with broken ss

You certainly have an insatiable desire to win at any cost in a video game, judging by your lack of courtesy in the duel, as others have clearly noticed as well. Maybe spend some time with friends in real life? You probably need some hug.