Only toxic people don't get attention in the real world, so seeking anger of others pleases them but when you are too good to lose to them, then it leads to the darkness. The excuses, sometimes love interest, life jokes even though they know they are rarely true, all because of some matter, ions and particles scattering across a vast pit of wonders. If there was no universe then there would be nothing, there's nothing else without that, the only question is why did so much just suddenly appear. Scientists say it was the big bang, but there was nothing and something before that, only one single thing in the world came up for something behind that: a higher lifeform.