Calm. Kindness. Kinship. Love.

I've given up all chance at inner peace.

I've made my mind a sunless space.

I share my dreams with ghosts.

I wake up every day to an equation I wrote 15 years ago

For which there there's only one conclusion;

I'm dammed for what I do.

My anger, my ego, my unwillingness to yield,

My eagerness to fight that set me on a path

For which there's no escape.

I yearned to be a savior against injustice

Without contemplating the cost

And by the time I looked down

There was no longer any ground beneath my feet.

What is my--what is my sacrifice?

I'm condemned to use the tools of my enemy to defeat them.

I burn my decency for someone else's future .

I burn my life to make a sunrise that I know I'll never see.

And the ego that started this fight will never have

A mirror or an audience or the light of gratitude.

So what do I sacrifice?

Everything!
Luthen Rael

There is no such thing as a Happy ending it's always plans out the way you make it or when you have no control of it Obviously i know all of that feeling of losing control of everything
||| R.i.p Nate Cota June 30th 2001- Sep 5th 2019 to early man to early :C |||🤘
||| R.i.P Gram you always made me smile Aug 19th 1957- Jan 20 2020 |||🤘
||| R.i.p Christian To young man 09/30/02-10/14/16 |||🤘
||| R.i.P Ben you were always a good dog |||🤘
||| R.i.P Uncle Ron your Allways with me 2021 |||🤘
||| R.i.P Aunty 1964 2019 May you fly |||🤘
||| R.i.P Uncle David |||
||| R.I.P Pupa if only you could see Riley come home |||
||| R.I.P Uncle jason you never got a chance love ya man |||
Many more i don't want to post with the lost mind you this all in a few year period

Missing Family and missing Working with my brother Nate miss ya bro
I lost parts of myself trapped in my child hood home the home I long for no longer fits me
Favorite Tv shows
Last Kingdom
Marco Polo
Barbarians
And a few more i forgot


🤘 🏴‍☠🤘 Ideals are Peaceful, History is Violent. 🤘🏴‍☠
Being betrayed is What hurts not what comes After Hurting and leaving some one to pick up and do ♥♥♥♥ by them selves is what the Problem is
All i live for is Family and friends 🤘 May the Fallen Rest in Piece 🤘
Also Known As Elliot Or other names
||| Easy way to end your suffering drink some bleach |||
||| Don't Add me if your a dumb ♥♥♥♥ |||
Free At Last Joking my life is Weird and likes to go wrong for me
🤘


🚬 the most hated person on Warband aint no probbs about it🚬

it's kinda sad how some people can just throw them selves away and just not care about there kids

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Dumb ♥♥♥♥ idiot ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ wipe

Nate Chris Rip Rags Titan Stryker Pedro Even Cytiuz Sanders PapaBean 093 Gang

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if only i new how heart u were Nate R..I..P bro 🤘


🐉 “The medicine for my suffering I had within me from the very beginning but I did not take it. My ailment came from within myself, but I did not observe it until this moment. Now I see I will never find the light unless, like a candle, I am my own fuel.” -Bruce Lee

Being alone is what Builds Character Being with people will just make you experience betrayal and hate for your self you gotta build your self before you build for other people Robert A.S my father

Rip Nate Cota June 30th 2001- Sep 5th 2019 Can't believe that it's been 2 years

The Looniest people are the kindest and the saddest people smile the brightest the most damaged people are the wisest,...... all because They do not wish to see other people suffer as they do

"Losing my mind"

|| I hate worthless people ||

🤘Life is Just a light once it goes your gone all you are is a memory 🤘

Superb*Pedro:
SUCK MY CORONA

[6/23/2020, 9:25 PM]
/NC\ EDEN:
Roll your fat ass down concrete stairs

[6/23/2020, 9:26 PM]
Superb*Pedro:
LMAO
LOLL

Imagine talking ♥♥♥♥ about some body who isn't here to defend him self dumb ass fool's man
Like dam I bet you won't be talking if i cave your ♥♥♥♥ in Mf


Life is about Suffering There's to little time to actually Enjoy it.

Since 2014
ll. the best way you can describe mb_warband.exe.
is.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ CRACK COCAINE.
its an addiction.
a very bad addiction. Current Gf teams Saints of Feints
gives cancer.
make u ♥♥♥.
🏴‍☠🤘 Finally Free From A ♥♥♥♥ game i wasted to