You need to understand that I'm
damaged. I get triggered easily. I have
struggled with things. There are nights
when I'm curled up on a ball on the floor
and i won't talk to anyone. I'll shut you
out. I'm not going to be able to trust you
for a while, because everyone has always
left, cheated, or chosen someone else. I
will need reassurance. I will need you. I
will need you to keep choosing me. I'll
need you to care when I text you saying
I'm getting bad again. I'm a lot, I know
this.

So before you think I'm always happy,
that I'll always be positive, that I'll always
be smiling - know the reality before you
get involved. Don't enter my life if you
can't handle it. Lastly, don't you dare
touch my heart if your aren't ready for
that.