I'm no longer going to be using this account. This account has just caused me so much pain and misery. I wish I could ignore it but I'm not that strong, I've always been cowardly and let sh!t get the better of me, and the energy that f*cking fumes from this account is too much to handle and it just makes me feel like sh!t and keeps me stuck in the past. Not gonna get into it much, but I just wanna say... If I've ever hurt, or wronged you, or even just inconvenienced you in anyway, I'm sorry. There's really no excuse for me being an @$$hole to anyone and if I was to you then I hope you can forgive me. I don't want to be a bad person, and I sure as hell don't want want to pass on my problems and pain onto other people. I've done some really stupid f*cking things and if you still hate me for it I understand. Regardless, like I said, there's just too much sadness that has derived from this account, so even if I "cleaned it up" and such idk, wouldn't feel the same, and there's nothing here necessarily worth holding onto, so what the hell? I like to think of it as "starting new". If you care to keep me as a friend you can send me a message and I'll send you it now or maybe in a few months from now I'll come back to see if there's anyone that wants to add. I don't wanna just *hand out* my account, but it shouldn't be too hard to find anyway, anyone who's close enough to me should be able to find out what that account is. Anyway, it's getting late and it's about time for me to start letting go. I guess this is goodbye! Thank you for caring enough to read this far.
I wish you all the best, take care.
*Remember to be nice to people, cause you never know what they might be going through, but always prioritize your mental health.
*Learn to forgive yourself, you're still learning.