For those who don't know me, Hi im William I've went by many usernames (Raeofsunshine, Stalker, WillHara, KingRealDeal, (Which i stole from someone, sorry!) and here is my message as to why I'm stepping away from gaming from some social medias and discord.

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In August 2024, my mom passed away from cancer, just 50 days after her diagnosis in July. She fought bravely, but despite our prayers and the support of the Christian community, she didn’t experience the healing we had hoped for. Let this be a reminder: God is not a vending machine, and His will is eternal. He knows us better than we know ourselves. Just as the pot cannot question the potter, we must trust that God has a plan far beyond our understanding.

For anyone struggling, crying out to God in pain, I know what you're going through. But remember, God is not the author of your suffering. We are. It is written in Genesis that we chose this path through our actions and our rebellion. If you're reading this, know that I’ve taken my walk with Christ seriously and have decided to step away from gaming and this account. I won’t be returning, but if you wish to reach out, you can email me at junharak@gmail.com. I’m open to answering questions about following Jesus Christ.

God did not heal my mom because it was not His will—something that may sound difficult to accept for some, yet it brings peace to others. The Bible reminds us that we are here for only a time, and our true treasures are in Heaven. "What does it profit a man to gain the whole world but lose his soul?" (Mark 8:36). Distractions like video games and TV can hinder your relationship with Christ. For some, these distractions are manageable, but for me, they lead me back into sin. So I’m stepping away.

First, I want to thank God for all who read this. I also want to express my gratitude to a few of my friends who have shown me love and support: Hackblade, Killerco, Pauly (RIP), HYDRA (from MRP), Lujere, Lane, and Sugar. If your name isn’t listed here, know that God cares for you just as much—and so do I.

If you're struggling with depression, anxiety, anger, or a sense of lost purpose, I invite you to give up your own way of living and take up Christ’s path. It’s written in John 3:16: *"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life."* If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. The Holy Spirit will enter your life and begin to transform you, just as He has done for me.

If you're ready to make that commitment, here is a prayer you can pray sincerely:

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**Salvation Prayer**

Heavenly Father, I come to You with a humble heart, recognizing my need for Your grace. I confess my sins and turn away from my old ways. I believe that Jesus Christ is Your Son, who died for my sins and rose again to give me new life.

I ask You to forgive me and cleanse me from all unrighteousness. I surrender my life to You and invite Your Holy Spirit to guide me in living according to Your will. Help me to grow in faith and become the person You created me to be.

Thank You for Your love and mercy. I commit my life to You today. In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen.

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Remember, this prayer is just the beginning; true change comes from a sincere heart committed to following Christ and living by His teachings.

God bless all of you who read this. He is our Provider, and all glory belongs to Him. May we all one day be in the New Jerusalem, in the new Heaven and Earth, together.

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