get a mic c*nt

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Hey James

I'm a 16 year old white dude and I recently started seeing this black girl. All my life growing up I would scream the n word when I was playing video games and especially xbox. The other day she came over while my mom was out. I was upstairs playing COD and I got super pissed and screamed the word to the top of my lungs lol. She hasn't said anything but I'm feeling this awkward vibe from her. How do I stop screaming the n word? It's a habit. I don't want her thinking I'm racist. I've tried duct taping my mouth when I'm on xbox but it gets all warm and uncomfortable after a few minutes

I need help

+rep absolute chad of a survivor

worse player ever