VoidProphet
Keri   Washington, United States
Level
40
Fenglope
500 XP
 
 
Life sure is crazy. This time last year I was homeless and so completely depressed I chased all my friends away. Now I have a man that loves me and makes me smile an laugh, and my life is moving in a direction I long ago gave up on. And bonus! I no longer spend every second hoping for death. Shocking how drastically things can change in just one year.


"I may have Big D*ck energy but that does not make you gay."


“ I hate it when I say "suck my d*ck"
and people say "oH bUt vOu DoN't
hAVE a D*Ck"
you fools. Blithering idiots. I mean my soul d*ck. My metaphorical penis. I don't have a physical penis protruding from my body but the aura is there. Suck my spirit d*ck, peasant.”


“4. Forgive. -if you are waiting for forgiveness, be prepared to wait, be prepared to stand in the path of time and wither-“

“I was there for you in your darkest times, I was there for you in your darkest nights, but wonder Where were you! When I was at my worst down on my knees! and you said you had my back, so i wonder WHERE where you!!”

“Seal my heart and break my pride
I've nowhere to stand and now nowhere to hide
Align my heart, my body, my mind
To face what I've done and do my time”


Favorite quote from character Mary in a manhwa so far: “or what, did he reach puberty and get curious about the afterlife?”
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Dust: An Elysian Tail
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VoidProphet 29 Sep, 2024 @ 9:29pm 
its ok, no panicking. everything is fine. =]
VoidProphet 23 Apr, 2024 @ 3:21am 
I am haunted by ghosts. But they’re ghosts of my own making. Ones I talk to on a daily basis. Ones that are a mere faded sliver of what once was. Ones that I pretend listen and care about things I have to say.
And with them I share everything. Every piece I wish I could actually share with what they represent, what I lost. What I don’t deserve.
Someone told me recently that “you don’t have to pay for your f*ck ups forever.” And I wish that were true. But for me it is not. What was lost cannot be regained. What was broken will never be the same. And the wounds caused can only scar, not be erased.
So ghosts I talk to, for while they cannot mend the hole, they can fade the edges of the wound and make it just a tiny bit more bearable. And that’s all I deserve for now.
VoidProphet 14 Apr, 2024 @ 1:18am 
1/2
The part that hurt the most, wasn't even the absence. Though that is no small wound, And it bleeds even still, even as life continues to take one small step forward. No, painful as that is, What truly hurts the most, in a place I can't see nor find to mend, is learning that Everyone didn't actually believe what I was. What I felt like. What I wanted. What I was fighting.
What hurts the most is learning that my Battles, my WARS were fake attention seeking lies, that no one actually believed were true.
Those same Battles not even fought for myself but for others. For those around me. For the ones I cared about the most. The ones that kept me sane.
Only for those same others to say "We don't believe that's what you really meant."
VoidProphet 14 Apr, 2024 @ 1:18am 
What were those fights for then?
What were all those hours spent in the presence of those trying to heal me, to patch me up as best they could? Were they a waste of time? Both yours and mine?
If my fights were not real, then were those wounds all in my head? Did I imagine the pain, the exhaustion, the sleepless nights, the tears, the talks, the cries, the agony? Was that too, not actually real?
If none of that was how I actually was, Then what was I?
Can you tell me?
Can someone tell me, please?
Because if that was not actually what I really was, then I truly know nothing.
2/2
]N[ Fighting Physics 15 Feb, 2024 @ 12:05pm 
Thanks for sending me the best, i hope things get better if their not, and i hope good things come your way easily available for you to utilize, im glad to have you here and though we dont talk a lot im thankful your still my friend, life is rough even for me i barely have enough so i can eat because people at my house steal my food instead of buying their own and its stressful when all you can think about is what will i have left to eat...
VoidProphet 12 Feb, 2024 @ 12:01am 
Citizen Soldier: This is Not a Phase (best parts that oddly seem to fit my life sadly enough)

If you wanna know why I've been losing sleep
Look in the mirror the same way you look at me
Every time I spill my guts, and you DON'T BELIEVE
Am I dramatic or dying? I guess we'll see
This is not a phase
I can't remember the last time I felt okay
So if you think that it's so easy being me
Live in my head for a day, and you'll see
No
This is not a phase
If you wanna know why I always hide what hurts
Listen to what you say when I'm at my worst

It's not a trend, it's not a trick
I'm not dramatic, I'm just sick
I'm so afraid it's come to this
A chance to save my life you'll miss (a chance to save my life you'll miss)
This is not a phase (this is not a phase)
No