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I am an INFP. If you Believe in the zodiac Sign's: I am a Libra.

If you want a Dive into this random persons physique:
I could be dead when one read's this message, This is a fascinating possibility to me. Are Existence is over in a flash, I am here, as of writing this, But one day, like everyone else, I'll be obliterated. This ultimately means to me that nothing matter's, Therefor everything matter's.
Are existence is the single most unlikely thing to have ever happened. We are all walking Treasures.

Edit: Its been brought to my attention(in a rather mean way) That some find My profile to be "edgy" Etc, you are entitled to your own view's.
To clarify my position: I did have a hellish childhood. Words can not describe how wronged I was by both the people trying to help and harm me.
My story, Short version:
I lost My mother at a young age to a horrific case MS. She was a Disney like mother in her perfection, Love and will power, Better then any person ive ever met. She alone took care of my sister and me, Despite gradually losing control of her entire body.
Eventually, i was subject to...incompetent oversight by a bunch of people more interested in themselves(ended up in many horrific places)
Even tho What i went through was extremely Horrid, I met many truly amazing children along the way who had it even worse then i Did. These fellow kids(Mostly Rape Victims) were strong and wise beyond there years, yet still suffered and broke under the boot of those trying to "help them".
Needless to say The system is hellish place full of incompetent, Greedy, nasty and selfish people. No place for any child.

Don't waste a second of pity on me.
Instead just understand, for me, that the U.S child healthcare system is/was horrendously flawed: Full of empty sentiments, Big(utilitarian) Machiavellian ideas that crushed those already suffering, And all too eager and greedy doctors dosing children with everything under the sun(I still have a nasty and seemingly permanent shake in my hands, Let alone what other hidden effects might still be in me)
All me and most of my peers needed was love, respect and care, Instead we were locked up, treated like a huge unnatural problem and dosed into obediencecy.
To put it succinctly: We were victims cast as villains.

These circumstances have had a strong effect on who i am and what i find to be normal.
I still deal with internal suffering for many personal reasons which does not directly pertain to my childhood.
Being depressed is apart of who i am. It can make me a little awkward, But i argue that most find me endearing as I don't ever let my depression defeat me, And rarely let it stop me from being as happy as i can reasonably be.

I use to be the walking chaos of my childhood, But now I am the bedrock of my past.
What I mean too say is: My childhood is now 12 years in the past and ive been living happy and free (as I can be) since.

If you have read this far, I appreciate your time.
I hope this helps you in some way.


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