>I've come to accept that I'm the clown
>I'm here to make others laugh
>To ask how your day is going
>But nobody will ask how mine is
>I'm strangely ok with this
>If I can make someone else feel better
>It makes me feel better
>I don't want anyone to feel the way I do
>I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy
>The empty feeling
>The fact that at the end of the day I don't have someone to lay my head next to
>I've had a rough life
>I've watched to many people leave, die, change, turn on me
>It hurts to have gone through so much betrayal
>But that's how I know how to cheer them up
>I can't cry
>I can't show emotion or weakness
>Beacase the second I show how I feel I no longer become the clown
>I just become another person

- Anon