godwoken
<3   Kunitachi, Tokyo, Japan
 
 
I swear to God I want to just slit my wrists and end this bull$hit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull $hit
And squeeze until the bed's completely red
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuсkin' buddha head
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castle with the cobwebs
One, two, three, four

Why am I so nauseous, I don't get it, what's the deal?
I can only see my hands, my vision's ♥♥♥♥♥♥, is this for real?
You're the only person living that I trust to guide me home
Is this blood inside my skin? Am I decaying to the bone?

Do what you have to, do what you need
I'll be right beside you like you were for me
I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm trying to be
Who you really need now, I'm trying to be
You gave me your heart now, it's easy to see
You needed a castle somewhere to sleep
I'm not like your ex, I don't expect you to leave, but
Go if you find somebody better than me

You needed a castle, you needed a friend
You wanted a sword, you needed things to protect
You act like you're happy when you're really depressed
I get why you do that, we all like to pretend

Do what you have to, do what you need
I'll be right beside you like you were for me
I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm trying to be
Who you really need now, I'm trying to be
You gave me your heart now, it's easy to see
You needed a castle somewhere to sleep
I'm not like your ex, I don't expect you to leave, but
Go if you find somebody better than me
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godwoken 6 de out. às 22:39 
Remember your face like it was here
I'm getting used to all of the tears
And I'm getting used to forever without you here
And I don't know how I'll smile again
Ask if I'm good, I gotta pretend
I'm holdin' on to three words I should've said
So long, baby, did you know you saved me?
Silver line faded, but you know I'll keep waiting

'Cause when I think of us, I always seem to smile
'Cause I was happy for a while, I was happy for a while, yeah
And sometimes, love will leave you even when it's right
But I was happy for a while, and I don't know how I'll smile again
godwoken 6 de out. às 22:36 
This pain runnin' deep it's inside my mind
I shed tears I feel like I'm out of time
I smoke good, I ♥♥♥♥ good, I look good right
I'm ugly, I'm ugly deep down inside
godwoken 6 de out. às 22:34 
Up late with a blunt in my hand
Thinking back, things were different in the past
Used to scrape change, couldn't meet the demand
Now things changed, I need cash in advance
Want a bike just to ride by the sand
Every night, I just die in a trance
Come alive when I rise to the flash
Shut the blinds then the light disbands

Things change then they keep on changing
Life's great but it's still so painful
Life's pain but I'm still so grateful
Isolate myself from everybody hateful
godwoken 6 de out. às 22:33 
And Lord, tell me why
I'm still alive, just let me die
I'm on my own, just getting by
I'm all alone, ain't nothing right
And Lord, tell me how
I'm so damn uninviting
And you're so unenticing
Let me down every time
godwoken 6 de out. às 22:32 
I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no
godwoken 6 de out. às 22:27 
I was born alone so I'ma die this way
And thinking I'm alone and that that's my fate
Give me a reason to love, I'm digging my own grave
You know I'm cold in the sun and I'm hot in the rain

Cuts from the pain as I'm caught in the rain
I got scars on my face and a cross on my chain
Clinically I'm insane, I'm alone not okay, I'm
Guided by hate, heart of stone, inhumane, I'm

Every morning skipping breakfast 'cause I hated my reflection
I'm a trouble child, baby, and I never learned my lesson
From the pain that I'm expressing
By myself and I'm confessing
Point a 10-round Smith and Wesson
Take my life with no objection, stay away