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Unspoken words and fears concealed,
In the quiet chambers, they're sealed.
Will I ever find the courage to reveal,
Or shall they remain hidden, never to heal?

Amidst the night's silence, a battle unfolds,
Between hidden truths and stories untold.
A heart in turmoil, seeking its way,
Awaiting the dawn of a brighter day.


How shall I endeavor to return,
After such a wretched failure I discern?
How can I meet my people's gaze,
When shadows of my doubts begin to blaze?

Struggling to restrain my inner storm,
Drawing close, though my heart feels forlorn,
They may discern my trepidation near,
As I quell emotions, holding back a tear.


In shades of sorrow, my soul does dwell,
A melancholy symphony weaves its spell,
Like whispers of the wind through forest glen,
A plaintive tune that haunts, again and again.

A tear-stained sky with clouds of gray,
Reflects the ache that won't betray,
And in the depths of my heart's abyss,
Lies a sorrowful longing I can't dismiss.

As stars above, with distant light,
Glimmer through the velvet night,
So too, my dreams, they softly fade,
In sorrow's arms, they find their shade.


In the shadows of self-doubt, I dwell,
A heart weighed down by an internal knell,
A chorus of voices, whispers so unkind,
As I grapple with the thoughts that bind.

A tapestry of mistakes, woven with care,
Each thread a reminder of moments I can't repair,
In the mirror's gaze, I see a face,
Haunted by failures, an endless chase.

The dreams I once held, now seem so far,
As the echoes of doubt play a haunting guitar,
I stumble and falter, amidst life's fray,
Feeling like a ship, lost in disarray.



In the depths of my soul, a burden I bear,
A past filled with shadows, pain, and despair,
Afraid to unveil what lies hidden within,
To my beloved wife, my confidant, my kin.

Through the corridors of time, childhood echoes,
Traumas and fears that the heart still encloses,
Anxieties that haunt, like ghosts in the night,
Yet, to speak of them, my spirit takes flight.

For fear grips my tongue, in silence I'm bound,
What if my truth disturbs the peace we've found?
Will she look at me with different eyes,
As the darkness within me slowly ties?


Within the depths of my psyche's core,
A realm of darkness I can't ignore,
Its clutch upon my heart and speech,
Suppressing words I long to reach.

Fear of consequences holds me tight,
A trembling soul in the face of fright,
Anticipating judgment's cruel sting,
Should my guarded feelings take to wing.