I had a lot of mental health issue over the last 4 years. My mental anxiety last year got a lot worse so I pretended I didn't exist (I just wish) to keep things for myself in isolation. I wasn't sure coming back was the right thing but I hope myself that I won't go anywhere.

After I discovered Nightcore music uploaded by Aria https://www.youtube.com/@AriaNightcore by listening to 1h 30m-2h 30m remixes I felt a relief of life and ease, my anxiety decreased (only works temporary).