"To be desired is perhaps the closest anybody in this life can reach to feeling immortal," - John Berger

Hatred burns eternally, passionate torture
Destruction gales this city, without prejudice
Terror shines authenticity, under pressure

"I was small once. Starving. But I made myself more.
Flesh upon flesh upon iron upon stone.
Into marble, into stone, into veins, into spines.
Into copper, into iron, into rust.
Into bones, into fingers, into hearts.
Into fingers, into marble, into stone, into bones, into spines.
Into BONES, into SPINES, into FINGERS, into HEARTS.
INTO-
... Into nothing..." - Malphas

Happy 3-Year Anniversary
05.16.21 - I cannot wait to move out of this stupid house.

She moves her mouth and I cannot understand. At last, she softly speaks, "do not worry," with that beautiful smile shushing me in comfort. Why must you leave when I wake up? Please stay, it has been some time, how have you been?