The OG Halo is damn good! I'm probably gonna play SCP:SL for a bit and switch over to FarCry 3 soon. Video games rock!

Hope to see you soon!







Archived bios below!
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A journey that ends in success requires sacrifice. Every time I revisit my Steam page I contemplate if I should give up gaming in pursuit of my dream career in music. I can never seem to come to an answer. What am I willing to give up to produce a project that will outlive me? Could I ever live with myself if I don't achieve my goals? Is aiming for happiness instead of my dreams worth it if I will end up feeling discontent? Is it truly OK to put music over everything including my relationship, social life, free time, and family? I just wish that I could find some answers...

This Steam page fills me with such mixed emotions. I have a strange pride for it. Looking at all of my achievements, completed games, player stats, etc. makes me feel like I have really accomplished something on this platform. But I just don't feel productive. There is a strange duality between my pride for achieving so much on Steam and my shame for wasting so much of my youth. Instead of dedicating myself to music I chose to play games. Instead of socializing with others I chose to lie in bed and wish for death, year after year after year. The moment I start to feel proud about this page, I begin to feel an overpowering sense of sorrow. I ask myself:
"Is this really all that we can accomplish?"
"Is it too late to change?"
"Will we forever be the boy who never had the courage to get up and try?"
I have to come to a decision, but I just can't seem to figure out what I want. Or maybe I know what I want. Maybe I want to be the hardest-working person in the room, the one guy that everyone can look to as a leader in music, dance, and film, but don't believe enough in myself to dedicate time and make the sacrifices required to make it happen.

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I am going to build something great. Step by step.

I must begin to take action in my life and become the warrior, the leader that I was always meant to be.

Games only distract you from what truly matters. They only take up time that can be spent learning to love yourself. Time that can be spent making better memories, making further progress on something you never thought you could accomplish.

I am done with excuses. I am done hiding. I will fail, make mistakes, but the action of a warrior is better than the inaction of a coward.

I choose life. All of the pain, sorrow, and bittersweet beauty that comes with it.

I choose life.