I apologize to all my friends in Smok'd Clan. I downloaded some skillz to help myself play "better" at MW3. At first I wanted to use the cheats for the greater good of the clan. What that means is if we (the clan) were in a situation were there was aimbotting or wall hacking, I stepped up, turned my ♥♥♥♥ on and...well... had at it. I became addicted to the knowledge.
I started to play every game with wall hacks on. Yet, every game i played, I felt sick to my stomach. I knew it was wrong. I was going against my own principles and that of A.G. and of the clan and... well my own "hate" of cheaters prospering, especially against me or my friends. I was even customizing my secondary's to get an edge. Even after doing all of the cheating, I still sucked. I was warned but wasn't in a place were i was ready to give up the cheats. It really was a pointless endeavour to even use the hacks. I gained nothing from it, only disrepect and loss. The worst part of this whole situation is that i lost the faith and integrity that i stood for in Smok'd. I was respected for my integrity and I gave that away. I was VAC banned and I deserved it. I was asked to remove my tags, which i did. I lied as to why i was banned when questioned by the Smok'd Admins.

I enjoyed my time with Smok'd. Playing with the other members made my days. I had been away from online gaming for well over 10 years, and the guys made me feel welcomed. Now, I feel like an outcast, as if I lost a member of my family.

As an educator, I attempt to teach my own students, everyday, the importance of good judgement and solid values. I failed on both with MW3.