Since the beginning of my live there was a certain absent. I just turned 17 and for the first 17 years of my live I never found what that certain thing was, the thing I needed to really call myself happy; Until just recently. It was about 1pm GMT+1 when I joined the general voicechat of a beat saber discord, which for a very long time had been closed down but just recently opened again, when a certain user with the discord username Floatyoats#3630 told me about this game, he himself had played beat saber for a long time and was bored with it. he asked us to hop on to a game called "Gorilla tag". I did not know what this game was so i searched it up online and found a steam page for the vr game called Gorilla tech. it was about 200 megabytes so it didnt take too much time to download. When I started the game up i was placed in this closed cave, It was the tutorial for the game. When i passed the tutorial rather easily I got into my first lobby with about 11 other gorillas. I later became fully immersed in this world and don't think I will be leaving it soon. I do not identify myself as a human anymore, I do not feel like myself anymore when I do not have my headset on. I want to share to you that I have finally found peace, as my monke form. This is my last goodbye, I will no longer go to school or participate in human activities, i am now finally... MONKE