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. 29 Sep @ 11:13am 
Meow:cattiva:
_v1nf_ 25 Sep @ 3:14pm 
Бутылка Клинского по сотке
あぁ、世界の片隅から呟く世迷言だ。
罵詈や軽蔑を吸い込み過ぎた肺は汚れ、破裂寸前。

心が色褪せてく、そんな様な予定調和。
残されていた余白を、痣色で塗り潰される日々で。

何度も何度も、繰り返す。
理不尽かつ不義理な明日が私を呼ぶから。
この世にさようなら。

ほら見て、翼が生えて自由を手にした気がしたのさ。
散文的な走馬灯、まるでちゃちな映画のエンドロール。
鋭利な風の針が、この四つ打ちの心臓を刺してる。
一寸先は散り散りだ。
重力で瞼を閉ざし、この引力に食い殺される。

——BLACK OUT——
The bodies of the web are unfamiliar to me
Let me ask you a question.

How much more you want to support war until it goes away without taking a part in?
How many people should suffer the same trauma as you are?
Why ending your own existence when you can everyone else s existence?

If we are vibing with something like war, why not just live by it?

You don't have to be soldier to support your country, you always can help them and be a civilian at the same time.

To: Russian people who support war, yet cant get enough balls to take part in.
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Thinking about creating a database with three tables: ply, ret, dtb. Kinda wondering if im in need of those or not. On top of all there should be a full system of cheats and auto kick/bans. After all not all players deserve their happy plays that they want.

Creating something like this will result me being auto banned on a lot of servers with some bad karma to my name, but at this point who should care about dying game that transformed into "poors man VRChat" with same functions as the game mentioned above. A lot of simple minded anime fans run in this game. AFK for some numbers and nothing much, living in this game, RP, eRP, eating, sleeping, entire life in this hole before their military service, that they trying actively to avoid.

It just gets worse by the day. Let the game be free of you.
Loosing every fight that I engaged in was not that bad in reality. The problem is you are running out of ways to lose with funny ways.

I will always be wondering how much time I need to waste before I will be engaged in the actual warfare. Maybe as an UAV-operator, maybe as an simple assault. 2020 dreams are 2020 dreams, have to move on making new future, and not living endlessly by past.

Anyway, if you'll see me gone for more then two weeks, that means I'm gone for more then just forever. God... How do I find more fun ways to lose? THAT WOULD BE FREAKING AWESOME!!!
i relly trid.
Pain 8 Jun @ 8:36am 
She told me: "I'll tell you a secret:
I loved to see the chaos that was brought upon the world I lived in.
I wish to have the chaos back..."
I failed to keep her secret, so now I must pay the ultimate price
So without hesitation I started following her,
Step by step at her tail I approached her,
And now within short range I reached for her,
Now I wish to search for her again...
76561199770973265 8 Jun @ 8:33am 
While walking on the roads of the park I heard her,
I had a look at her, what a fine running piece of art she was,
I crossed her path, this was a terrible mistake,
And now I wish to know her better.
And here I am, without a guide to guide me through. I'm not blind yet I don't see a way to go to.

One if the test showed my level as A1... Which is low, a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ lot. I guess I'm just a liar to myself and everyone else.

Around 2020 someone told me that I should get better PC to have more skill in pvp, he lied to me. Could've been a coder too. Failed AS FREAKING GUESSED.

Look, I thought I had grown wings and gained freedom.
WHAT IF (hear me out) we had a patch that says "I'm hunting generals only?".
The idea behind it is kinda simple, yet i see it as something cool!

An apex predator is laying on the officers column and chewing on the wheat while the are bunch of broken leafs of wheat on the ground.

That would be cool as heck, dudes!
Miruso 2 May @ 8:13am 
-Rep
Как был мудаком, так и остался...
apple 20 Mar @ 7:54am 
Хах прикольно)
I fell so anxious when I go outside
I only feel comfortable in my room
Where no one else can see me
I don't want to leave my room
But I go out to work and I spend
The rest of the day feeling anxious
and uncomfortable and really
self conscious
I get anxious when I talk to people
I get anxious when people see my face
When I get Home at the end of the day
I feel so mentally drained

I spiral into self loathing
I keep trying but maybe
I'm just not trying hard enough

When will it get better?
{}$4moshnitsa гештальт 26 Oct, 2024 @ 10:50am 
Have you learned from your mistakes?
- it was inevitable.
- Have you?
Alcatraz(Z) 13 Sep, 2024 @ 12:33pm 
+rep
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 3 Jul, 2024 @ 10:34am 
im gonna kms now
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 3 Jul, 2024 @ 10:20am 
meow
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 1 Jul, 2024 @ 8:10am 
meow
{}$4moshnitsa гештальт 27 Jun, 2024 @ 1:44pm 
FAILURE_BUCKET_ID: APPLICATION_FAULT_e24c4a04_lua_shared.dll!Unknown
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 11 Nov, 2023 @ 12:43pm 
what have you become, dude?
pik 23 Aug, 2023 @ 2:04pm 
furry trash who after get destroyed in hvh started admin abusing but sadenly got destroyed again. Better working big worm then crying and admin abusing in garry's mod :csgo_ez:
apple 27 Apr, 2023 @ 7:45am 
???
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 5 Apr, 2023 @ 6:41am 
Told me his father sexually assaults him
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 28 Mar, 2023 @ 2:11am 
Daddy issue
Carnage 31 Jan, 2023 @ 7:19am 
scheiße
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 21 Jan, 2023 @ 5:27am 
i owe him something
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 15 Jan, 2023 @ 6:08pm 
*burns u*
Кролик :3 16 Dec, 2022 @ 10:07am 
а ты я так посмотрю всё так же самая утиная уточка :winter2019happyyul:
{}$4moshnitsa гештальт 26 Nov, 2022 @ 9:34pm 
26.01.22 [13:40 (+4)]
Fire Fox 26 Nov, 2022 @ 12:36pm 
ya
тройка 4 Sep, 2022 @ 5:20pm 
super mega ultra crash
bombastic 31 Jul, 2022 @ 6:11am 
wdym, i know russian well. Whats wrong??
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 30 Jul, 2022 @ 10:58am 
+rep
clearly not a weeb
Fire Fox 10 Mar, 2022 @ 6:19am 
худший в мире за работой
{}$4moshnitsa гештальт 4 Mar, 2022 @ 4:09am 
Э! Нюх БЭ!
Carnage 4 Mar, 2022 @ 12:26am 
b
cfif126 1 Feb, 2022 @ 11:07am 
HOW THE ♥♥♥♥ I AM GOOD?
cfif126 1 Feb, 2022 @ 9:43am 
WHO IS CFIF126?
TasoFPS 20 Jan, 2022 @ 8:13am 
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