留言
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 10 月 2 日 上午 9:34 
WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY? WILL YOU GIVE UP ALREADY?
. 9 月 29 日 上午 11:13 
Meow:cattiva:
_v1nf_ 9 月 25 日 下午 3:14 
Бутылка Клинского по сотке
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 9 月 6 日 上午 10:00 
あぁ、世界の片隅から呟く世迷言だ。
罵詈や軽蔑を吸い込み過ぎた肺は汚れ、破裂寸前。

心が色褪せてく、そんな様な予定調和。
残されていた余白を、痣色で塗り潰される日々で。

何度も何度も、繰り返す。
理不尽かつ不義理な明日が私を呼ぶから。
この世にさようなら。

ほら見て、翼が生えて自由を手にした気がしたのさ。
散文的な走馬灯、まるでちゃちな映画のエンドロール。
鋭利な風の針が、この四つ打ちの心臓を刺してる。
一寸先は散り散りだ。
重力で瞼を閉ざし、この引力に食い殺される。

——BLACK OUT——
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 8 月 24 日 上午 11:37 
The bodies of the web are unfamiliar to me
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 8 月 8 日 上午 10:53 
Let me ask you a question.

How much more you want to support war until it goes away without taking a part in?
How many people should suffer the same trauma as you are?
Why ending your own existence when you can everyone else s existence?

If we are vibing with something like war, why not just live by it?

You don't have to be soldier to support your country, you always can help them and be a civilian at the same time.

To: Russian people who support war, yet cant get enough balls to take part in.
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 7 月 23 日 上午 11:42 
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{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 7 月 6 日 上午 1:50 
Thinking about creating a database with three tables: ply, ret, dtb. Kinda wondering if im in need of those or not. On top of all there should be a full system of cheats and auto kick/bans. After all not all players deserve their happy plays that they want.

Creating something like this will result me being auto banned on a lot of servers with some bad karma to my name, but at this point who should care about dying game that transformed into "poors man VRChat" with same functions as the game mentioned above. A lot of simple minded anime fans run in this game. AFK for some numbers and nothing much, living in this game, RP, eRP, eating, sleeping, entire life in this hole before their military service, that they trying actively to avoid.

It just gets worse by the day. Let the game be free of you.
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 6 月 20 日 上午 10:14 
Loosing every fight that I engaged in was not that bad in reality. The problem is you are running out of ways to lose with funny ways.

I will always be wondering how much time I need to waste before I will be engaged in the actual warfare. Maybe as an UAV-operator, maybe as an simple assault. 2020 dreams are 2020 dreams, have to move on making new future, and not living endlessly by past.

Anyway, if you'll see me gone for more then two weeks, that means I'm gone for more then just forever. God... How do I find more fun ways to lose? THAT WOULD BE FREAKING AWESOME!!!
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 6 月 13 日 上午 10:05 
i relly trid.
Pain 6 月 8 日 上午 8:36 
She told me: "I'll tell you a secret:
I loved to see the chaos that was brought upon the world I lived in.
I wish to have the chaos back..."
I failed to keep her secret, so now I must pay the ultimate price
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 6 月 8 日 上午 8:36 
So without hesitation I started following her,
Step by step at her tail I approached her,
And now within short range I reached for her,
Now I wish to search for her again...
76561199770973265 6 月 8 日 上午 8:33 
While walking on the roads of the park I heard her,
I had a look at her, what a fine running piece of art she was,
I crossed her path, this was a terrible mistake,
And now I wish to know her better.
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 6 月 7 日 上午 8:40 
And here I am, without a guide to guide me through. I'm not blind yet I don't see a way to go to.

One if the test showed my level as A1... Which is low, a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ lot. I guess I'm just a liar to myself and everyone else.

Around 2020 someone told me that I should get better PC to have more skill in pvp, he lied to me. Could've been a coder too. Failed AS FREAKING GUESSED.

Look, I thought I had grown wings and gained freedom.
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 6 月 1 日 上午 12:39 
WHAT IF (hear me out) we had a patch that says "I'm hunting generals only?".
The idea behind it is kinda simple, yet i see it as something cool!

An apex predator is laying on the officers column and chewing on the wheat while the are bunch of broken leafs of wheat on the ground.

That would be cool as heck, dudes!
Miruso 5 月 2 日 上午 8:13 
-Rep
Как был мудаком, так и остался...
apple 3 月 20 日 上午 7:54 
Хах прикольно)
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 1 月 5 日 上午 5:53 
I fell so anxious when I go outside
I only feel comfortable in my room
Where no one else can see me
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 1 月 5 日 上午 5:53 
I don't want to leave my room
But I go out to work and I spend
The rest of the day feeling anxious
and uncomfortable and really
self conscious
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 1 月 5 日 上午 5:51 
I get anxious when I talk to people
I get anxious when people see my face
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 1 月 5 日 上午 5:50 
When I get Home at the end of the day
I feel so mentally drained

I spiral into self loathing
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 1 月 5 日 上午 5:50 
I keep trying but maybe
I'm just not trying hard enough

When will it get better?
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 2024 年 10 月 26 日 上午 10:50 
Have you learned from your mistakes?
- it was inevitable.
- Have you?
Alcatraz(Z) 2024 年 9 月 13 日 下午 12:33 
+rep
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2024 年 7 月 3 日 上午 10:34 
im gonna kms now
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2024 年 7 月 3 日 上午 10:20 
meow
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2024 年 7 月 1 日 上午 8:10 
meow
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 2024 年 6 月 27 日 下午 1:44 
FAILURE_BUCKET_ID: APPLICATION_FAULT_e24c4a04_lua_shared.dll!Unknown
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2023 年 11 月 11 日 下午 12:43 
what have you become, dude?
pik 2023 年 8 月 23 日 下午 2:04 
furry trash who after get destroyed in hvh started admin abusing but sadenly got destroyed again. Better working big worm then crying and admin abusing in garry's mod :csgo_ez:
apple 2023 年 4 月 27 日 上午 7:45 
???
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2023 年 4 月 5 日 上午 6:41 
Told me his father sexually assaults him
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2023 年 3 月 28 日 上午 2:11 
Daddy issue
Carnage 2023 年 1 月 31 日 上午 7:19 
scheiße
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2023 年 1 月 21 日 上午 5:27 
i owe him something
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2023 年 1 月 15 日 下午 6:08 
*burns u*
Кролик :3 2022 年 12 月 16 日 上午 10:07 
а ты я так посмотрю всё так же самая утиная уточка :winter2019happyyul:
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 2022 年 11 月 26 日 下午 9:34 
26.01.22 [13:40 (+4)]
Fire Fox 2022 年 11 月 26 日 下午 12:36 
ya
тройка 2022 年 9 月 4 日 下午 5:20 
super mega ultra crash
bombastic 2022 年 7 月 31 日 上午 6:11 
wdym, i know russian well. Whats wrong??
M371cul0u5 Cu570d14n 2022 年 7 月 30 日 上午 10:58 
+rep
clearly not a weeb
Fire Fox 2022 年 3 月 10 日 上午 6:19 
худший в мире за работой
{}$4moshnitsa TsuiLanter 2022 年 3 月 4 日 上午 4:09 
Э! Нюх БЭ!
Carnage 2022 年 3 月 4 日 上午 12:26 
b
cfif126 2022 年 2 月 1 日 上午 11:07 
HOW THE ♥♥♥♥ I AM GOOD?
cfif126 2022 年 2 月 1 日 上午 9:43 
WHO IS CFIF126?
TasoFPS 2022 年 1 月 20 日 上午 8:13 
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