I can't take it anymore. Satania is always on my mind. Always. Everytime I see her my legs shake and my heart warms up to 50ｰC. I love her so much... I cannot bear the harsh truth: I will never get to see her. I will never get to hug her. I will never get to kiss her demonic lips. I will never get to feel her cute face or caress her beautiful red hair, I will never get to sail with her on an adventure through the seas while her beauty takes me to the skies.

Why would someone make a character so perfect and have her not exist? Why? Did I do something so bad to deserve never to see Satania in real life? I wouldn't wish my pain upon my worst enemy; the feeling of never getting to experience such beauty. -- this unbearable feeling is the worst I have ever experienced and no one on Earth deserves to feel the way I do.

I just can't take it!! I need her! She is the most beautiful girl ever conceived, SO WHY MUST SHE LEAVE US TO A TWO-DIMENSIONAL IMAGE? DAMMIT!