you know, i play this game payday, which has a character called joy, she is basically a goddess. whenever i open the game and see her face, her shinny smile, her sparkly eyes, i feel true happiness, i feel like my life has a goal. i put my finger on the screen and rub her cute little cheeks, and then i kiss her forehead. after i play for like 5 hours because i have no life, i go back to the main screen, go to see joy's soft, god given body and tell her: "good night joy, i love you" and i feel something in my heart. i feel like she understands me. many times i find myself writing fanfictions of me and joy living a domestic life, going to do shopping, cooking together. you know, the normal stuff for a normal person. i hope that in the afterlife i get to reach my goal. joy, i love you. joy, i adore you.

you know, i play this game payday, which has a character called joy, she is basically a goddess. whenever i open the game and see her face, her shinny smile, her sparkly eyes, i feel true happiness, i feel like my life has a goal. i put my finger on the screen and rub her cute little cheeks, and then i kiss her forehead. after i play for like 5 hours because i have no life, i go back to the main screen, go to see joy's soft, god given body and tell her: "good night joy, i love you" and i feel something in my heart. i feel like she understands me. many times i find myself writing fanfictions of me and joy living a domestic life, going to do shopping, cooking together. you know, the normal stuff for a normal person. i hope that in the afterlife i get to reach my goal. joy, i love you. joy, i adore you.