I really dont know what's what.
This really happened and i cant resist it.

Ive been running away from everything, but i couldnt avoid this.
Eventually i tried to accept positively but it was hopeless and im getting worse.
I saw the last hope but its too high for me to catch and its pulling me back So i dont know if i can get my last hope.

Im afraid of whats going to happen, but whats certain, positive or negative, is that the i will come back next year
I dont know if i can hold on until then, but i believe people who are precious to me will wait for me

See you again on June of 2027

My fate will be decided on Monday, Jan 19th