my pronouns are not they/them because im nonbinary, im just schizophrenic

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Been here a few years and a lot has changed. Im gonna pay a bit of homage to those who I knew or still know that really kept me in pc gaming.

Bright: She was one of the people who told me to get steam, she was always around and would always talk to me. I helped her through several hard times that she had and had plenty of laughs with her. Our friendship has sadly faded though.

Jan: One of the people I still talk to but dont play games with, a person who i personally care a lot about and who i think cares about me. She helped me get into some games a bit more and was friendly the whole way through

GonzaGears: The friendlist person I have ever met. I met him through Firefriendlys Idle #2 same as Jembo. He is always kind to everyone he meets. Helped me out when i was in my early stages back in my TF2 days. He was the best person I have ever met, always caring and always friendly. Gonza has sadly kinda dropped off the radar which really saddens me because he was such a great part of my past and a great part of the community of [FF].

Krit: I met Krit through Jan and though my first impressions were okay and from what Jan had said i was Iffy on him, but after awhile i got to know him and i played some games with him. He got me into Payday 2 and Warframe and taught me a lot i needed to know about them, he is always a chill person to talk to even if i dont play much with him.

OsirisMax(TheFireOwl): Fire is a story on his own, from the time he first blocked me and then the time where we became friends again, he's shown me things I do wrong and I've shown him some things, but in the end I guess it just didn't work. Goodbye, Old Friend.

Sany: A good friend, always up for fun always friendly but also has a tipping point. Sany is one of those people you don't feel like you can just cut out of your life, she's energetic and always seems like she's looking for something fun to do. She's helped me out in several things including Paladins, Discord, and even a bit of German.

FreeziePop: A great person to hang around. He has helped me with so much especially this year. He helped me get into Borderlands 2 and helped me with computer issues. Someone i dont regret meeting.

20 Chicken: Rose has a special place in my heart, he's the one friend I've had for the longest time. he was my first and only friend in a middle school where everyone else i knew i didn't know well at all. he's helped me through a lot and I hope I've helped her as much as he has helped me. he's more of family to me than my own siblings are and I care about him more than anyone else. Through every argument we've had I've never held a spec of hatred for what he says or does and I don't think I could. If he ever does read through this all i want him to know is that I wouldn't trade our relationship for anything in existence <3.