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:ivabear: I'm just here to play games [fakecrime.bio]
:happyslashit2: I don't believe in fake smiles, not mine, or yours.
:triviamovies: Random YouTube Dump

I never explain more than I need to.
I know I care too much. I grew up that way.
That's why I lost a lot in life, but I won't change.
But I'd rather just go back to being a quiet guy.

The world's wars have nothing to do with me.
I deal with whatever sh*t cards life throws at me.
But when I love, I love. When I care, I care.
Still, I'm another random guy on the internet.

I've been off Steam from early 2021.
Not sure why I returned to Steam on May 12th, 2025.
But I felt eagerly welcomed back by old friends.
And people who knew me for old content and game-play.

Some never left, and many new names have came and went.
Some have gone offline and never returned to Steam.
I'll hope and assume they're in a peaceful place~

I never cared for my health, so it's nothing marvelous.
But I'm okay, I was told to take care by a beautiful soul.
So I won't overwork myself. I'll keep that promise :opiumflower:
I always wish everyone the best in health, and life.

You're all great in your own ways. You're perfect when you believe it.
No matter what, don't let the past stop you. You can always try again.
Keep your head up. Take care of yourself. Make many happy memories.
And if you fail. You can still try again. You can fix something. You can win.

Learn to forgive, to love, to stand up when you fall, learn to try again.
Find your spark. Keep trying to grab it, even if you miss it many times.
When you finally get it... Fuel your fire... Be the light amongst darkness.

Just don't give up, like me, so many times in life. Try again when you fail.
I always try again. But I'm no wiser than a stale pumpkin.
See ya'll in the stutters of UE5 :ivabear:
:ivabear: I'm just here to play games [fakecrime.bio]
:happyslashit2: I don't believe in fake smiles, not mine, or yours.
:triviamovies: Random YouTube Dump

I never explain more than I need to.
I know I care too much. I grew up that way.
That's why I lost a lot in life, but I won't change.
But I'd rather just go back to being a quiet guy.

The world's wars have nothing to do with me.
I deal with whatever sh*t cards life throws at me.
But when I love, I love. When I care, I care.
Still, I'm another random guy on the internet.

I've been off Steam from early 2021.
Not sure why I returned to Steam on May 12th, 2025.
But I felt eagerly welcomed back by old friends.
And people who knew me for old content and game-play.

Some never left, and many new names have came and went.
Some have gone offline and never returned to Steam.
I'll hope and assume they're in a peaceful place~

I never cared for my health, so it's nothing marvelous.
But I'm okay, I was told to take care by a beautiful soul.
So I won't overwork myself. I'll keep that promise :opiumflower:
I always wish everyone the best in health, and life.

You're all great in your own ways. You're perfect when you believe it.
No matter what, don't let the past stop you. You can always try again.
Keep your head up. Take care of yourself. Make many happy memories.
And if you fail. You can still try again. You can fix something. You can win.

Learn to forgive, to love, to stand up when you fall, learn to try again.
Find your spark. Keep trying to grab it, even if you miss it many times.
When you finally get it... Fuel your fire... Be the light amongst darkness.

Just don't give up, like me, so many times in life. Try again when you fail.
I always try again. But I'm no wiser than a stale pumpkin.
See ya'll in the stutters of UE5 :ivabear:
1999 – A baby pic of me was taken, wearing a hoodie named Teddy. That's my story.
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       She Dances In The Dark – Nightstop [My Synthwave Playlist] [open.spotify.com]
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You only get one chance to be nice. F*** around, and I'll block you without fighting. It's simple
Sitting at home nowadays, I worked hard, I studied well. Now I'm quiet, not doing anything special.
People have been hurt around me. I've been hurt around people. I'm finding good old friends again.
I've been through too many struggles, too close together. Maybe I get tired too quickly nowadays.
Trying to be healthy, no sugar in my tea, and no honey in my coffee, so maybe that's why I'm bland.
I don't play much, I enjoy reading a lot of schematics, blueprints, tech rumors, and other PC stuff.
Yes, I do know that I'm just another random boring idiot on Steam. I'm just another wilted flower 🥀
But hey. Maybe I'll get back into game development one day, even though I didn't study much of it.
I've been away for too long, but I'm back, and here to stay. Love y'all, have a wonderful day~ :bgt_heart::ivabear:

:ns_red: Alright, thick nik has some work to do, If I'm not online soon, I prob passed out
Sorry for that, work is rough. but if I did fall asleep, I'll be awake soon~
My page is pretty boring for a Vaporwave guy, and few things actually work for me ;[

This is my only hobby. Everything I've studied. It's my life. Maybe it's boring. But it's all I can do :)

:sickslashit2: Miss Moody – My Fire Hazard

CPU – Ryzen 9 9950X3D [5.9GHz De-lidded -20 undervolt]
GPU – PNY 5090 EPIC-X ARGB OC – 32GB [Still haven't decided on a waterblock lol]
MB – Gigabyte X870E Aorus Elite X3D
RAM – 48GB Kingston Fury Renegade Limited Edition [8000–C34–48–48–86 @ 1.55V]
SSD's – 2x WD Black SN8100 4TB
PSU – Super Flower Leadex Titanium 2800W
Case – Antec C8 [Big booty Antec is back!]
CPU Cooler – Phanteks Glacier One 360 M25 Gen 2
Only Fans – Phanteks M25 G2 140
Monitor – Alienware AW2725Q [4K-240Hz]
Mouse – Logitech G502 Hero
Keyboard – Marvo KG954 [60g Blue Switches]
Controller – GameSir Nova Lite – Hall effect sticks
Headphones – Sennheiser HD 660S2 Audiophile Headphones
Microphone – fifine AmpliGame AM8 + Elgato Wave XLR interface

:happyslashit2: Cinderella Past Midnight – My Backup

CPU – Ryzen 9 5950X [5.1GHz De-lidded -25 undervolt]
GPU – Palit 3080 Ti GamingPro – 12GB [+150core +600mem]
MB – MSI MEG X570S UNIFY-X MAX
RAM – 32GB Klevv Cras XR RGB [3600–C16–19–19–19 @ 1.46V]
SSD's – 2x Samsung 990 Pro 4TB
PSU – EVGA SuperNova G2 1300W
Case – Cooler Master HAF 700 EVO
:s_line: Custom Loop Cooling components:
:s_line: CPU block – Alphacool Eisblock XPX Aurora Edge - Full Brass
:s_line: GPU block – Alphacool Eisblock Aurora GPX-N Acryl with Active Backplate
:s_line: RAM block – Alphacool Aurora Acryl X4 D-RAM water cooler
:s_line: Pump/Res – 2x Alphacool Eisbecher Aurora D5 Acetal/Glass - 250mm [VPP Apex pumps]
:s_line: Radiators – 3x Alphacool NexXxoS XT45 Full Copper 420mm + 1x HPE-30 240mm
:s_line: Fittings – Alphacool Eiszapfen 14mm Chrome
:s_line: Tubes – Alphacool Ice Tube 14/11mm PETG HardTube
:s_line: Only Fans – Alphacool Core fans

:lovehf:Double Kill – My Highschool Love

CPU – Intel Core i7 4790K [4.9GHz De-lidded @ 1.325V]
Dual GPU – (2x SLi) Zotac 1080 Ti AMP! Extreme – 11GB [Sexy but SLi is dead :sickslashit2:]
MB – ASRock Fatal1ty Z97X KILLER
RAM – 16GB G.Skill TridentX F3 [3200–C13–15–15–24 @ 1.65V]
SSD's – 4x Crucial MX500 2TB
PSU – Thermaltake TruePower Platinum 1250W
Case – Raijintek Asterion Classic
:s_line: Custom Loop Cooling components:
:s_line: CPU block – Alphacool Eisblock Aurora XP³ Light - Acryl
:s_line: GPU block – 2x Alphacool Eisblock GPX-N full-coverage
:s_line: RAM block – Alphacool Aurora Acryl X4 D-RAM water cooler
:s_line: Pump/Res – 2x Alphacool Eisstation [D5 pumps]
:s_line: Radiators – 2x Alphacool NexXxoS ST30 Industry HPC Series 360mm
:s_line: Fittings – Alphacool Eiszapfen 13mm Chrome
:s_line: Tubes – Alphacool HardTube 13mm Chrome Brass
:s_line: Only Fans – Corsair ML120 Pro Magnetic Levitation Fans

:loveslashit2: aDelle Sexo – My Screaming Banshee

Dell Precision 390 Workstation PC
CPU – Intel Core 2 Duo E4300 [1.8GHz]
GPU – Nvidia Quadro FX 3800 – 1GB
RAM – 8GB G.Skill Performance F2 [667–C4–4–4–12 @ 1.8V]
HDD's – 4x WD Black 500GB in Raid 0 [2TB all performance, no redundancy]

:loveslashit2: Dell Taco – My Tri-Metal™ Thigh Fryer

Dell Latitude E6410 Workstation laptop
CPU – Intel Core i7 840QM [3.2GHz depends on her mood]
GPU – Nvidia Quadro NVS 3100M – 512MB
RAM – 8GB G.Skill Ripjaws F3 [1333–C9–9–9–24 @ 1.35V]
SSD – 1TB Crucial BX500

People overclock or undervolt CPUs/GPUs for more performance. They're high end gamers, sure
But I over-volt RAM, De-lid CPU's, shunt-mod GPU's, and build custom open-loop cooling systems.
I chase every 1%. I'm not just another gamer or enthusiast. This is the life I have and love.

Well dang, if ya made it this far down, ya must be an enthusiast. You're my friend ;3
Get over 'ere, and rage out with me about how SLi could've been the sexiest thing today.
Or how consumer processor IMC's can't fully utilize current available memory capability.
If ya aren't and my 21 years of experience seems adequate, feel free to ask for help :GiveHug:
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