I'm lua


I hate the eyes, nose, and mouth
Why? My tears won’t stop
I blame myself
Threatened by the of reality

We’ll never get together
The mirror, so depressing. A ♥♥♥♥♥♥ life
What if I don't look like this
Will I stop thinking about dying?
Efforts are completely meaningless
Don’t even have any money
For the cosmetic surgery that I wish
With a rotten personality on top of that
It’s doomed

Even if I grudge against myself
Even if I cry in the pillow
Help won’t come as in the anime
Couldn’t be a magical girl
Full of shortcomings, no handicap’s given
What’s with the disadvantages given the moment I was born?
Sluggish to wear make-up, what a hassle
Don't want anyone to see me anymore
Don't even want to talk

Jealousy, ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ on X
Criticize, whine and whine on Instagram
I gained sympathy
I felt empty
Irritated by the sophisticated friend
Others’ misfortune, so delicious
I can't escape even if I run away