If you're struggling with your mental health, please reach out to someone, anyone or even me I'll talk with you we can figure things out come up with a plan whether short or long term you're there to do it. Need coping strategies hell I know a ton of them. Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. You will be missed, there are people who care. Just call, text, messenger, or hell even email but reach out to someone before you make such a final choice. We are all in this together, life is worth living.