Kill yourself

Like we're playing a game together and say the most gay ♥♥♥♥ like "I'd suck your ♥♥♥♥ like I was oxygen starved and your ♥♥♥♥ was the only source of oxygen" or "damn I wanna ♥♥♥♥ you in the ass and ♥♥♥ deep in you" we're mostly joking of course but the things we say make me incredibly horny just imagining the things happening that we say to eachother, I even (shamefully) slightly jerk off while we play just because of the ♥♥♥♥ we say to eachother, I consider myself straight and would only want a loving romantic relationship with a woman. Is this normal? Does anyone else do this or feel like this? Does it make me bisexual to fantasize about these things? Side note: I've even done a texting sexual roleplay with one of them where I was a bottom and he ♥♥♥♥♥♥ me.

+rep he wakes up at 4 am everyday to have sexual intercourse with his dad then plays destiny for 27 hours and tells people that gooseberries are drugs

He sold his parents in the black market to buy Destiny DLCs

+rep he is a chad

This man is a chad