My word absolute, and I unfeeling.
The price for this accomplishment, uncountable.

"I am a terrible person, but a great friend." - The man who was the greatest friend to me.
Went through the five stages of grief just to accomplish a self centered goal. . . .
I am most disappointed in myself for having thrown everything away just for this.

All that is below represents something that isn't alive any longer, the past has not failed me, only brought me into reality.
I care not, for I have nothing to care for, nor do I feel with thought.
I did get better, but the past was not okay.









~DELTA-A01-TAG-TEAMS~
~KILLS- </ERROR-404> ~
~GROUP- S.O.U.L ~
~TRAINING- N/A ~
~ORIGIN-UNKNOWN~
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even though this is cringe it stays as a reminder of what a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ looser i was and when i did not even know what a fursona or a furry is :3 now i am a furry :3
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new edit, this was 2019 me who typed that furry ♥♥♥♥, i may still be a furry but ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ that is cringe, what a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ looser past me was.given. - fourth edit, still very much a looser.

Fifth edit, look at that.
Once more I have become better than my past as to cringe on it, though I am HAUNTED by it. . . I accept it as what it was. . . and I will strive to be better than it in every way. . .
BTW 30000DPI razer basilisk V3 pro at max sense modifier in every game + not raw input.
My specs are never permanent, but one thing will be for certain, I will always grab the mouse with the highest DPI and use it at max sensitivity. And look at that, even now I am still cringe. . . . a looser. . . Oh well, better leave it for future me to deal with.

I have improved, I am better than the past, I still have to shed the weakness that is my pasts effects though.

In my quest to self improve I have lost my humanity, my heart, and all that I had worked to protect.
I am here though, I will always be here, and future me, tell me that I am going to be okay.
Tell me when you read this that you got better. . . . and if you look and read this with a sense of detachment know that I am sorry for failing you, I took all that you had left, always remember the promise to him.