My name is Antti and I have crippling depression, sometimes i strangle myself to sleep with a belt. I like to torture myself in a 110°C sauna everyday and enjoy life with my cat Miina. My best friends name is Veeti and he is twin brother of Niilo22. (Well not really but atleast hes almost the same) I work my ass of everyday and get paid minimum wage for it. Sometimes i find that my booze bottle is empty and im surrounded by forest after that i wake up shivering as the sun rises from the horizon. Im famous for throwing good "kotibileet" and i like to smoke. Ps: Im trying to find some pretty grills around my block, please come and visit me at kaurankatu 2 Lappeenranta.

Since january first I've stopped drinking coffee and thus far I think I have been managing quite well without coffee, but at the same time when I stopped drinking coffee I started abusing the use of snus and got addicted to it. Now I dont drink coffee, but use 4 pouches of odens cold dry snus everyday.

It's been some time now since I stopped using snus and switched back to my origins now I drink coffee like I used to back in the days.

I have now realized that I can drink roughly 40 portions of alcohol on one sitting and that my liver is probably going to last for max 1 and a half years. My parents have already planned my funeral and they said to me last week that if I continue to drink as much as I do now they won't remember me kindly and will leave me to my death bed with a bottle of gambina and a max pack of malboro red's.


niikuin aapon kanssa filosoin vappuna elämä on syöpää sillä syöpä on soluja jotka poikkeaa koodista ja tekevät mitä tahansa selvityäkseen ja elämän tarkoitus on selvitä. NIikuin elämä ja syöpä kasvavat expotentiaalisesti, jotta ne selviytyisivät, eli tämän voi pyöristää sanoiksi: Elämä on kasvava syöpä -Antti 2019

If you're wondering why I am playing on the magical hell loop called NA servers then play on russian servers and you'll see why.