Jesus Christ is real! I used to be an atheist and thought it was just fairy tales, but in my worst moment I called on the name of Jesus Christ. " If you're real Jesus , you'll save me from what I got myself into. "

I was in a relationship that led us into using each other for lust, discord , and other selfish reasons. Though it didn't start off like that, but it eventually was reduced to that because of our individual flaws. I ended up depressed, and hopeless. Every day felt repetitive, pointless, thought I would feel happiness in certain moments, its like a shadow that would return me to the same dreadful feeling. After coming from work and going to shower, I felt it heavy on me. Like a traveler traversing through the wilderness, scarred and weathered from various storms. I finally fell to my knees and broke down crying.

In that moment, I called on only Jesus Christ and i started feeling a presence. I started throwing up so much but as i kept throwing up i felt so much better.

Matthew 11: 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light

I felt so much lighter the whole day, throughout my situation and my whole life I was always depressed and purposeless. But there was like a weight was put off my shoulders, like when you want to cry and feel a lump in your throat , or your chest feels heavy. That's how i usually felt but over my whole body. And this moment , encounter, with Jesus relieved all that. I felt light and peaceful , true peace.

Philippians 4:7
And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

If you're reading this, you either already believe or you're scoffing at it. But remember Jesus Christ loves you regardless of what you have done. Whether you feel guilty or not , we all have fallen short of the glory of God.

Romans 3:23 For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God

But that's the beauty of it , despite all this. He still loves you.

17 For God did NOT send his Son into the world to CONDEMN the world, BUT TO SAVE the world through him.

God is not just a church, a building where people go to, no he's a sentient loving , graceful, merciful, forgiving God. He forgives those who have strayed from him, even I who would make fun of Christians. I truly encountered him, and the more you keep looking for him as a person. Jesus Christ, he will reveal himself to you. I used to smoke, have sex, and play games to fill my mind with a peace that never truly satisfied me. Call on his name, and talk to him like you would any friend and you'll see in time he is much more real than anything else.

Jeremiah 29:13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

If you don't know if you believe but you've always wondered, allow him to prove himself to you.

Jesus Christ , forgive me for my sins and come in to my heart and life. I believe that you died for my sins and rose from the dead , that you have a plan for me. To prosper me and not to harm me, I want to trust and follow you as my Lord and Savior.