I want to be a better guy on the internet. Since I was a little boy I was always a little Shiester. Its a matter of having some way to express myself. Being suppressed in every way as a kid made me more likely to lash out at people. I don't usually even mean to say anything hurtful, hurting people either way. Its not my favorite pass-time or something I take pride in. I was made this way. All I want is to be liked and feel normal.