join the club ig

I'm probably gonna regret sending this but what the fuck ever #noregrets or sum right 2 First off. I fucking love you more than anyone and I'd do anything for you and you know that and it seems like you take advantage of that. I'll never love anyone like i love you and no matter how shitty you've fucking made me felt or how you've disrespected my boundaries i still love you more than anyone. I just wish you'd stop all this shit and maybe take a second to understand where I'm coming from and be kinder about my feelings. Somehow in this situation it always feels like you're the victim like i was the one who did this to us, when it was the other fucking way around. Yeah you broke up with me and I'm not mad at that but all the fucking heart-break and blocking me when i never even did anything besides love you fucking sucks. Secondly. You keep fucking ignoring my boundaries and you always treat them like they're Optional. Brb right? Then disappear for 6-7 hours & don't reply even once not even gn??? When you know i have separation anxiety and that shit can cause fucking panic attacks and shit so thanks for that somehow in a relationship that only lasted a month & the process of whatever If this is I've had more panic attacks then in this entire year @ so thanks !!!! Thirdly im just. Fucking hurt man. I know we're not dating but fuck do you know how much it fucking hurts to see you always flirting and doing these things with all these other people? I don't get it. I don't get why I'm not enough. I thought you said you wouldn't ever move on from me or you didn't want anyone else but after you're ignoring me for hours i go online to see you're just flirting with other people while you're ignoring the person you claimed to love more than anyone. Or does that not apply anymore? Do you even love me anymore? Do you even need me anymore? Do you even want me to wait for you? Or am i just making a fucking fool of myself and you won't tell me? You're keeping me in the dark about so many things and I'm expected to be fine with it...