goodbye

Hey...
I've missed you...
How you been...
I haven’t seen you in a while... and it’s getting into me...
I wish you'd get back to me so I don't have to keep overthinking...
I hope you know I send my thoughts out to you whenever I can...
I pray that you’re all right...
safe...
happy...
You’re leaving me in the dark 'cause...
I don't exactly know where you are...
I mean...
I got a pretty good idea
but...
Whereever it is, it must be far...
I’m drinking my thoughts away...
just to forget you,
but...
I guess there’s still a part of me...
that still wants to see that smile...
that still wants to see those blue eyes that make me feel like...
everywhere I go, i wish you’d be there,
standing there...
smiling...
waiting...
I haven't heard from you for so long
I've almost forgotten what you sound like....
Although I will never forget your infectious laughter and that cheeky smile... and....
if I could just talk to you again...
even if you’re light years away...
I would do anything...
I still watch over the streets you once roamed...
visit the places that we once strolled..
That familiar place... you once called home...
That refuses to accept the fact that you're really gone...
You see...
your footprints are still here...
Imprints forever folded into the cold concrete and dirt.
The Earth never forgets, it’s Invisible to the naked eye, but it's there... Underneath the layers of snow... 
Tears frozen in time...
Scenes running through my mind, like an endless reel of film...
Trying to blame someone for your disappearance, but...
Your present still lingers...
Faint reminders of things you once said...
Of things you once did, of dreams you once had,
but...
like I said,
I'd like to think your soul is still there...
Filtering through rays of sunlight...
So even though you're not here,
I’m thankful...
grateful for everything you done...
and if you ever do decide to come back...
I’ll be waiting...





- and that's all she wrote...