I need medication

I am an unbalanced psycho, I was beaten as a child, at the age of 8 I started smoking weed and playing roblox, on a place called "Build a house with animals" there I met Maria. we played all day until she left. For the duration of each day, I went to the place but did not see her again. This broke my heart.

at the age of 10, I ran away from home and lived at the house of a neighbor who was an alcoholic, but he treated the stone well and sometimes let me play on the computer and there I played cs 1.6 for the first time
the neighbor's name was Oleg, he treated the stone well, even better than my parents, who didn't even look for me, even though I lived two floors below.

at 11 I tried psychedelics and mushrooms, got kicked out of school and got into bad company where they drank and used forbidden pills.
closer to 15, my body began to cover with strange shades and my state of health became very bad.

My passion was satanism and zophilia, I adored seeing violence, death, graveyard and decomposed bodies.
I always wanted to taste the female body and in the end I did it ...
it was good