Its been quite a while since I posted anything and I've been through a lot in the meantime. There has been a lot of dark times, bad times and general frustration, but with a lot of good things learnt.

Something really amazing I have learnt is what it really means to put your trust in God. People always say "put your trust in the Lord" and you might think to yourself "HOW?!"..

I have always wondered but now I think im starting to get the picture. If you read God's living word in the bible you will see, amongst all the prophecy, that there is a LOT of promises from God. When you start testing those promises, as the Lord wants you to, you will start seeing things, incredible evidence of the Lord's works in your life. From the basic things yo where He proclaims that He knows every detail about you, that He is your strength and the He will never let you go.

There has been inumerable times where I decided to take the reings in my own life, purely out of my young and rebellious nature, only to find myself struggling and not being able to fae the bigger, more important turns that life bring. Upon defeat I will always turn back to the Lord and immediatly pick up from where I stopped with the Lord. There have been dark times where my faith was severely tested, where I was on the verge of giving up times of crying out to the Lord to show me He is still there and everytime I have got an answer in some way. God says that once you are in Him, He will never let you go. That has been a huge point made by the Lord in my life. I just can;t let go. No matter how hard I stumble in my faith, i just always keep on coming back for more.

The Lord says that He will take you to places never been seen before, and oh man, He can't be more right. I have been taken to spiritual heights that I never thought possible, I have learnt things that can ONLY come from God, only from His truth. I have seen the ugliness of the world and the ridiculously selfless love and salvation of the Lord.

Just never give up because the word and truth of the Lord is the only beacon of light that shines forth in this fleeting existence and world of lies and uncertainty. Put your trust in the Lord, put your trust in His promises, test Him on it and see how He is changing your being right in front of your eyes. Amen.

I asked God "Why has noone ever shown me these things? Surely someone mustve explained it to me like this? Who will tell me family and my friends about you?" His answer was "I have reserved that for you!" And that is the moment my life changed course completely. I finally discovered what it is to really be alive. To be dependant on God and nothing is to stand in your way.

Finally God showed me that His word was true! What you ask for you shall receive! And my constant burning passion for Him takes me places that i could never have imagined. I now look at the world with new eyes. I now see the beauty of life. Jesus showed us the power of RAW life. This life is only the beginning of life as we DONT know it. There is a reason for all that has happened to this world in history. God wants to show us what it is to truly be alive. For God loved us so much that when he created us He thought "I want to make this really special and I have a GREAT plan for them." If you can look past this life and see that death in this life is NOTHING compared to what lies ahead, you will finally come to understand God's promise to us and His plan for Humanity. If you can understand the meaning of DIVINE LOVE then you will look past this world and see that God has prepared AWESOMENESS beyond your imagination for eternity. What would life be without experiencing mortal life? Oh how would we take eternal life for granted if we did not know this life? How it feels to cry, to feel afflicted, to feel sorrow and pain? We wouldnt know what a true blessing is spending eternity in the presence of the Lord.

My life changed into the best thing this life has to offer without me having to know where to go for thus far ive only walked by faith in the Lord and He has blessed me abundantly beyond measure. God loves us so much that it was worth dying for. He sent a part of Himself, Jesus Christ to die for us.

So know now what our God's name is- Yah Hey Vah Hey - and see that His very name is the sound of breathing with which He gave us life. When we die in this life, when our mortal bodies can no longer say His name, we die and will be with Him for all eternity. So know now the joy of His masterplan for your life, being conceived in His mind and being brought to life. God is alive and He is very real. Free your spirit from the torment and suffering of this life and faithfully await His promise to us. Enjoy being mortal as long as you can, enjoy crying while you can. For He promised us eternal life, and He always keeps His promises. We've had a good taste of life wasted. Prepare you tongue for the Kingdom of God.

Once again, i feel divinely inspired to write something, but this time, its going to be a little more hectic. As a good friend of mine told me many times before "Buckle up and hold onto your seatbelts". You know who you are my brother in Christ ;). Love you for eternity my friend.

I will give a testimony of my exalted life thus far, my life that has once has been empty but has been reimbursed to me by the very hands of God. Ive come a long way on my journey of knowing God. My reborn life started with little signs and small steps but has been exploding with the love of God and exalted to a level i never thought i'd reach. Ive had faith from the start, since my life was touched by God from the very moment i gave my life to Jesus. Driven by my passion to know God, i was shortly faced with the biggest obstacle of life. Facing myself. Soon i found myself wallowing in a pit of despair, there where i found myself. It is then when i realized how my life has been wasted. I came face to face with my weaknesses, my fallacies, my mortality in this life and i was faced by my very being. God took me up and said "Right, lets get to work." Slowly but VERY surely He built me up. He built me up so i would rise above my old life and have a burning desire to know Him and leave all else behind. I faced myself and through many nights of sorrow, crying and humility i came to terms with myself as He showed me exactly what i was worth and showed me that i am His creation and that when He conceived the very idea of ME He sat back and said "Now thats what i call Mine." He then said to me "Alright my child, now that you have come to terms with yourself, lets start with the REAL good stuff!" He pointed out my strengths, some of the very things ive always felt in my life but that i was too scared to believe that i had it in me.

I had many periods where my faith took a dip. People would say things that would shake the very foundations of my faith. That is He said "Right, what do you make of faith in Me my son? Lets teach you about faith." He made my faith grow stronger each day, through divine intervention and through many awe inspiring Christians and events, people he chose to send across my way. Slowly but surely my faith began to grow. The more i started knowing God the more answers i got to all my questions ive always had. It was where i started my jounrney of seeking God's personality. All these steps led me closer to Him than what i thought was real. It was the one fateful night in my life that He lead me to start studying Bible prophecy that changed my life. With great interest and my desire to know God in place, i studied the prophecies with great attention to detail. From the ones in the beginning of the bible to the end in Revelations. The more i realised that God's prophecies are being fulfilled right in front of my eyes, the more i realised how close we are to Jesus' deliverance. The signs in society, the signs in nature, the signs of spirituality, the prophecy of Israel ... to name just a few had been playing off right in front of my eyes without even knowing it. God said to me "It is about time that you have learnt these things. My prophecies are my promises that ive made to mankind and SEE, LOOK how i keep them." It was then that i burst out in tears like never before, bearing in mind those people around me that was not willing to open their eyes to the Lord. I cried and when i was down on the ground i exclaimed "LORD help me! What will I do?!" All i could hear was His comforting words "Do not fear my child, do not fear my power for I do not use it unto you. Be joyfull that i am coming soon." I sat down and God revealed Himself to me in an instant and the feeling was overwhelming unlike any other thing ive felt before.

Howzit everyone, i hope you all have been keeping well.


I just wanted to say that im sure im not the only one that have testimonies about God to share with others so please share guys! Sharing is caring :)

Ive actually put quite a lot of thought into this one and the reason i feel inspired to write this is because i've gone through quite a heavy session of spiritual heaviness in the last couple of weeks. Some days, i just cant handle the fight inside me. The pain, suffering and lies of this world. The worlds separation from God. I have to deal with hypocrites and selfish people all day, and although most of the time i push through, some days you just cant. Some says you are just at a total loss about what to do. Your doubt overthrows you, you question yourself, you question the Lord and His very existence. This is when you start feeling spiritual heaviness in its purest form.

I had a chat with a good friend, a brother in God of mine last night. And he led me to another revelation. Here is what I've arrived at.

In these times, its important to remember. First of all- God has BLESSED us all with His spirit. He has given us everything we need for life. All these gifts lies inside us. Unlocking it all, embracing the very essence of His spirit in all of us is a journey, and a difficult one at that. These times of feeling spiritually down, depressed- its not your spirit being empty, but its your questioning strengthening you, leading you to answers- your spirit growing, making room to unlock more of Gods essence in yourself. This is a necessary process of growth. How would your spirit grow and learn if it could not ask questions? God loves your soul and he wants it to grow with Him, learn and love Him. Guys, we have to see this ability to learn with God as a GIFT from Him! Isn't that just too amazing!!?

One of the most substantial lessons that I've learned is- people change. But God never does. He just always stays the super cool awesome God that He is and always WILL be. Relative to our change, we look at it as if He is changing, but in fact, it is US thats changing. During this change, we adapt to the Lord in a new way each time, and this phase fills us with all kinds of emotions. But at the end of it all, each time I fall in love with God all over again.

New faith brings new questions, questions lead to answers, answers lead to revelations and revelations lead to realizations in God. With new knowledge of how to apply the lessons that God has taught you comes new opportunities and ultimately, new LIFE.

Into eternity and beyond with our God the Almighty creator, Peace bringer, and Loving Christ of our being. Nothing can stand in God's way, for His love for us overwhelms everything this world has mustered against us. In your life's journey with God, may you stay inspired.