Its been quite a while since I posted anything and I've been through a lot in the meantime. There has been a lot of dark times, bad times and general frustration, but with a lot of good things learnt.

Something really amazing I have learnt is what it really means to put your trust in God. People always say "put your trust in the Lord" and you might think to yourself "HOW?!"..

I have always wondered but now I think im starting to get the picture. If you read God's living word in the bible you will see, amongst all the prophecy, that there is a LOT of promises from God. When you start testing those promises, as the Lord wants you to, you will start seeing things, incredible evidence of the Lord's works in your life. From the basic things yo where He proclaims that He knows every detail about you, that He is your strength and the He will never let you go.

There has been inumerable times where I decided to take the reings in my own life, purely out of my young and rebellious nature, only to find myself struggling and not being able to fae the bigger, more important turns that life bring. Upon defeat I will always turn back to the Lord and immediatly pick up from where I stopped with the Lord. There have been dark times where my faith was severely tested, where I was on the verge of giving up times of crying out to the Lord to show me He is still there and everytime I have got an answer in some way. God says that once you are in Him, He will never let you go. That has been a huge point made by the Lord in my life. I just can;t let go. No matter how hard I stumble in my faith, i just always keep on coming back for more.

The Lord says that He will take you to places never been seen before, and oh man, He can't be more right. I have been taken to spiritual heights that I never thought possible, I have learnt things that can ONLY come from God, only from His truth. I have seen the ugliness of the world and the ridiculously selfless love and salvation of the Lord.

Just never give up because the word and truth of the Lord is the only beacon of light that shines forth in this fleeting existence and world of lies and uncertainty. Put your trust in the Lord, put your trust in His promises, test Him on it and see how He is changing your being right in front of your eyes. Amen.