I hate the ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ world, to many ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ it in. To many thoughts about societies all wrapped up together in this place called AMERICA. Everyone has their own ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ opinion on every damn thing and you maybe saying "well what makes you so different?" because I have something only me and V [Vodka, Dylan Klebold] have, SELF AWARENESS. Call it exortenstiolism [existentialism] or whatever the ♥♥♥♥ u want, we know what we are to this world and what everyone else is. We learn more than what caused the wild war and how to simplify quadratic in school. We have been watching you people we know what you think and how you act all talk and no actions. People who are said to be brave or couragous are usually just STUPID. then they say later that they did it on purpose cause they are brave when they did on feuding [♥♥♥♥♥♥♥] accident. GOD everything is so corrupt and so filled with opinions and points of view and people's own little agendas and schedules. This isnt a world anymore its H.O.E. [Hell On Earth] and one knows et. self awareness is a wonderful thing. I know I will die soon, so will you and everyone else. Maybe will we be lucky and a comet will smash us back to day 1. people say it is immoral to follow others, they say be a leader, well here is a ♥♥♥♥♥♥ news flash for you stupid ♥♥♥♥♥, everyone is a follower! Everyone who says they arent a follower and then dresses diff or acts diff.... they got that from something, they saw on TV or in film or in life. No originality, how many YO MAMMA jokes are there and how many do u think are original and not copied. KEINE. [NONE -Ger] It's a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ fitting place we live in - all these standards and laws and great expectations (-webb) are making people into robots even though they might "think" they arent and try to deny it. No matter how hard they try to NOT copy someone. I still AM! except for this ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ piece of papers right here, and B.T.W spelling is stupid unless I say, spell it how it sounds, it's the ♥♥♥♥♥♥ easiest way. Hey try this sometime, when someone tells you something, ask "why?" eventually they will be stumped and cant answer anymore. Thats because they only know what they need to know in society and school, not real life science. They will end up saying words to this "because! Just shut up!" people that only know stupid facts that arent important should be shot. What ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ use are they. NATURAL SELECTION. KILL all ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, people w/ brain ♥♥♥♥ ups, drug adicts, people who cant figure out to use a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ light. GEEEAWD! People spend millions on saving the lives of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, and why. I don't buy that ♥♥♥♥ like, "oh hes my son though!" so the ♥♥♥♥ what, he aint normal, kill him. put him out this misery. "But he is worth the time, he is human too" no he aint, if he was then he would swalow a bullet cause he would realize what a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ burden he was. -4/10/98